'Good bye Gerard' Lyn-z said in a sad tone

Gerard kissed her on the lips and wisperd something in her ear, she giggles and i really wanted to know what he said, but i need to stay out of that part of gerards life, but i don't want to be. I want to be a part of it.

I looked at Jamia and smiled and I said goodbye to her, she kissed me on the cheek

we waited for Mikey and Ray to finish up saying goodbye and we set off.

My Chemical Romance are going to England.

Thankfully we don't have to wait for them 'normal' flights, we are off on a privet jet

Ray and Mikey are at the front.

Me and Gerard at the back, god only knows how this will end up, but i hope something happens.

Gerard wiped out some paper and some pencils and started drawing something, Typical Gee.

I peerd over at what he was drawing

''What you drawing, Gee?''

''Oh, just a potraite of Lyn-Z and Bandit'' he sighed

''We leave them like... 100 times a year, you guys are bound to be used to it by now!'' i said in a little giggle but yet serious tone

Gerard stoped and looked at me ''that's the point Frankie! we leave them all the time! i want to spend time with MY wife and MY child''

''I'm.. I'm sorry...' i was hurt, very hurt

Gee sighed and kissed me on the fore head ''No, I'm sorry'' he sighed

when he kissed me on the forehead my heart jumped out of my chest, i flet like my heart was going to rip out. I can't have him, that's all thats on my mind. This is wrong, ain't it?

After about 9 hours on the plane me and Gerard was still wide awake, and ray and mikey was asleep, Gee peered over the seat at them and smiled and sat back and looked at me, i looked back confused

i smiled ''what?'' i giggled while saying it

''Well, Ray and mikey are asleep'' he smirked then before i could say anything else he turend to me and pulled me by my jacket to him, our lips where touching each one anothers and i can feel him breathing on my lips, he was breathing steady and i was picking up speed, he kissed me, not just a peck, a passont one his tounge was moving around my mouth, and he got deeper in my mouth i gaged but i enjoyed it, i kissed back harder, we had a long make out session of just kissing, but i wanted more, alot more! Still kissing him, I put my hand down his pants... Then

''Ahem' Mikey coughed, Thankfully Ray was still asleep, there was a hevey silance with the three of us then it was Gee who broke it

''So, erm... how much did you see'' he hesatatied to ask

''I saw enough, we are going to talk about this later?''

be and gee nodded at him,

but for now, i was tired I can tell this is going to be a good trip...

'' Night Gee'' I yawed

''Night Frankie'' he kissed me on the cheek and went back to his drawing.

The same thorght in my head every time i go to sleep at night...

Will I ever be able to be with you?


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