[Prologue]
And It's All About Me
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{Prologue}
...And now...
...He stares at me...
...Across the room...
...His steady heartbeat....
...Ending soon…
His eyes like amber waves of fireflies
close, with a dying pain. I cried out all me tears,
but more still come. How, I'm not sure.
I pull a strand of his silver hair from his face, and wait for him to die.
I still wait for him to die.
But I don't want him to. I bury myself into his chest, still rising,
but as slow as growing grass.
...It scares me...
...The fact that you're...
...So near...
...And so far away...
...From here...
I bite my lip as he tries to move,
his head in my lap making me squirm. I try not to cry harder, but I fall into temptation.
I cry harder. But I don't want to.
Is this what our world has to offer? Death? Pain? The loss of a loved one fills us up,
fills us up so much…that we fall.
...And suddenly...
...The anger rises...
...From inside of me...
...And I cry out...
...For all to see...
We fall from the pain.
But we don't want to.
Inuyasha.
I love you.
His heartbeat quickens, as he glows a molten gold color.
The color of sunrise.
His eyes open, blank...and hollow.
...Terrified, so terrified...
...Blinded by anger...
...The rampage begins...
...Eager for hatred...
...I'm committing a sin...
The lights fills him, coming out
through his ears, and his eyes.
His lips...His fingertips.
His golden hues become sane.
And normal.
His wounds heal rapidly.
I still cling to his body, while I begin to glow, white. Pure white.
...It still scares me...
...The fact that I'm...
...Falling, still falling...
...I need you, need you...
...Answer the calling...
Something inside my torn heart...mends.
And makes me want to smile.
Inuyasha.
I love you.
And I feel it.
He is alive.
...Answer the calling...