Hey everybody
Since I got 'If I believe' as a birthday present I was allowed to listen to the album and I found a song which fits to my favourite pairing perfectly - Three guesses which song it was (laughs)
Of course it was 'Tonight, I feel close to you' and well
I got a new idea because of the song (Feel lucky that Kuraki-sama sang the song in English. Otherwise I had to translate it and that's something I didn't want to do on my birthday)
That's it for now
xxx
Princess
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Never knew
What I am going through
You touch my heart and take my breath away
I never felt this feeling before. This feeling called love.
Until I met you.
I think it was love at first sight although you didn't feel the same at first, right?
But your unique and gentle kind amazed me immediately.
Reach for your hand (you're holding my key)
And you show me the way
You hated me when I came in your life, didn't you?
But after a few months you trusted me and this trust showed me the way out of the darkness.
Yeah...
You saved me from the darkness I was caught in. You brought the light in my life I've never seen before.
Tonight, I feel close to you
You open my door and light the sky above
When I need a friend, you are there right by my side
Everytime I needed help or someone to talk to you were there and you were listening to everything I said or you helped, just like a real friend. A friend I've never had.
And everytime I was sad or upset you cheered me up or you calmed me down - At least you tried.
All the tears that haunt my past
You promised
It'll be better tomorrow
Sometimes I had this nightmares and although I had this feeling that they will come true, you always remembered me that it was just a dream. You promised me that something like that, something like my past, never will happen again and I'm thankful that you were right.
I'm thankful about every peaceful day I'm allowed to live with you. And I'm thankful that I've never had to cry again since I'm with you.
Like a sunlight on a stream (you're holding my key)
You show the world to me
I've never known what the world was really like because I've never seen something else but a lab until you showed it to me.
It wasn't just dark without any emotion like I thought, no.
It was full of kindness some I've never got to know.
You will find the meaning of love
Don't be afraid, just be yourself
That's something I said to me once.
Just be yourself...
I was scared of showing my true face to others. Maybe I was scared of being hurt by them and at first I couldn't just be myself and I still have no idea why I couldn't do it in former times.
And there's another thing I couldn't believe in...
Namely that I'll find the meaning of love. Maybe I didn't believe in it because I didn't know what love means, how love feels.
Until I found you.
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(sobs)
That's sad and full of mistakes, isn't it?
(laughs)
Well.. Although I like this ending I've written an 'extra ending' - I think it's something like a second ending of the story.
I'll write it in an extra chapter if it's allright.
I hope you liked it
xxx
Princess