3 years ago...
"JORDAN, I'M GOING TO KILL YOU!" I screamed at my boyfriend for officially one year.
"Honey, that can't happen if you can't catch me." He stated. Oh god I think I'm going to knock some sense into that boy. I finally caught up to him and slapped him upside the head. "WHAT WAS THAT FOR?" He asked in pain, because seriously I hit kind of hard.
"Aw babe, did that hurt?" I asked with mock pitty. He nodded his head and I said, "Good." Then I wrapped my arms around his neck and pecked him sweetly on the lips. "I love you." it rolled off my tongue easily like it was just normal to say, which in our relationship it was. "I love you too love." His eyes just represented his genuine feelings, and looking into them I could tell he meant what he just said.
Jordan and I started off as best friend when we first met in 6th grade, he and Zach clicked as soon as they met, and we just became this tight nit group. He and I started dating back in seventh grade. I was pretty much scared for my life ever since winter break, in seventh grade. I honestly couldn't tell anyone what was happening. I started receiving calls every hour from someone by the name of "John" he wouldn't leave me alone, like ever. Then there were the texts, he's being asking me the most personal question and I would never know how to react. It got to the point where I was just crying, and just shaking from being so afraid, because around this time his texts were getting worse. He pretty much said everything he would do to me if he ever met me. Zach was the first to know, he was always there for me throughout it, I even stayed over most of the time. Jordan found out when I broke down crying in front of him one day. Jordan did nothing but hold and say it was going to be alright that he'll find out who it was and make them pay. It wasn't but a week later, that I stopped receiving calls and texts. Jordan came to m house later that day, just to make sure I was fine, and while he was there things just slipped, and he said he loved me. I found out how I felt for him because right when he said that, four words rolled off my tongue as easy as 123. "I love you too" and that was the start of our relationship.
Now onto Zach, Zach has been my best friend since 4th grade. He's adorable in every way, and half the girl in our school drool over him and Jordan, also leading to why a lot of the girls in the school kind of hate/envy and I are extremely close, and I love that he and I can talk about anything, and do anything together. I'd sleepover at his house whenever I was scared, or just wanted to get away from my family. The only thing that shocked me was when he became a player, and that was back in seventh grade, around the time Jordan and I started dating. Not once, did it ever occur to me that Zach would become a player was so sweet, and caring. Especially around me, he hated my puppy dog look, because he could never look away, he and I would share the same bed when he or I slept over (I mean serious it was only 2 blocks away from my own.) we would share drinks, randomly dance together, randomly sing together, just about anything he and I would do together.
"Cammie, I need to tell you something..." His eyes showed regret, and sorrow. His voice, cracking, breaking as he talks to me. "Shoot." I gave him a smile that said, you could tell me anything. "I'm moving to Australia in a couple of days." He wasn't looking at me and as he spoke he grew quieter and quieter with every word. Tears were streaming down my face, "No, you joking right? In a couple days it'll be the end of our eighth grade year. WE HAD PLANS THIS SUMMER." I was crying hysterically now. I felt a pair of arms wrap around me and I pulled them onto me as I cried into their shirt. I knew the smell all too well to know who it was, Jordan. "My parents told me last week, I just didn't know how to tell you Cam...I'm so sorry"
I cried even harder into his shirt. "I love you Jordan, more than you could ever imagine. I'm going to miss you so much" I told him. It was how I felt about him. Every. Single. Word. I meant it all. "I love you more Cam, forever and always. You are my heart and soul. My absolute world. I don't know what I'm going to do without you Boo." I cried even harder at the nickname I loved so much. "Then stay. For could stay with me and my family, my parents love you and Zach your welcome at my house all the time." I told him trying to convince him to stay. "I wish I could boo, but I can't. My parents need me with them." I couldn't blame him or argue. I needed him with me but he had a point. There was no point in arguing with him about it anymore. "So the next few days will be our last moments together then huh?" I asked my eyes red and puffy. "Hey Boo, remember this. You are mine. The girl I love with all my heart. My true love and my dream. I couldn't ask for a better girlfriend, because the perfect one is right in front of me. 3 years from now, I'll try and come back for you. A preposition in mind as well. Remember that." he promised me. I knew he meant it, and I knew just how much I was going to need Zach in my life when he left.