Cry
**Diana Holland to Henry Schoonmaker, posts Envy. Again, DO NOT read this if you have not yet finished Rumors AND Envy. MAJOR SPOILERS!!!! In addition, I based this off "Cry" by Faith Hill. Terrific song!
**Disclaimer: Anna Godbersen owns Diana, Henry, and all the other wonderful characters in The Luxe. Moreover, if I did own it, Rumors would have ended differently. BTW, Faith Hill owns "Cry."
I need you to cry. I need you to weep for the pain you caused me. Because of you, I have had many sleepless nights, agonizing over my own turmoil. Please, all I ask is just one tear, one moment spent on me. Just some sign that you feel an inch of my pain. Though you lied to me many times, I know that your heart still belongs to me. You stole my virginity and then married another, but I still want, nay, need you. When I first saw you and Penelope standing there on the balcony, I hated you. Though I was probably more disgusted with myself for loving you so foolishly, I had never wanted to see you again. I had given so much to you Henry. How could you sleep with her after all she has done to us? That night I wept for hours straight. When I fell asleep, all I could see was you with her. Just feel a fraction of my pain, and I will forgive you. Henry, I do need you. I am truly sorry about Grayson, but I was in a very fragile state at the time. Just know that every time I close my eyes it is your hands I feel in mine, not his. Your lips at my throat, sending shivers down my spine. Your body pressed tightly against me. I yearn for the exhilaration that comes for kissing your lips. All I ask of you is to shed one tear for me. Just know that I love you Henry Schoonmaker. You are my true groom.