What if that kiss had continued on into something else? What if the Drovers girls never interupted? What would of been said? What would of happend? (Taken from the 11nth hour)
Disclaimer: Don't own them and I don't really want too! but hey they are fun to play around with every now and then...So enjoy...
"Stevie if you want to talk I'll listen" Alex told me as he steered me towards the steps.
I was in complete utter shock at what had happend. My life had been turned up side down and right now it was all back on track. In one single moment everything changed for the better.
"I don't really know what to say" I tell him truthfully.
I feeling so many emotions right now I can't seem to pick one out from the other.
"I thought I had lost it all, I thought I had lost everything' I admit finally letting it all go. Falling into his arms.
'they will be dropping the charges, its all over'
'oh Alex, I am so sorry cause you lost Harry over a dumb accident'
'and if I had lost you on top of the rest of it, I got you back and thats all that matters' he interupts.
I feel like I can't breath as his words register in my head. I look into his eyes and I can't seem to stop crying. I know we shouldn't be doing this but my need for him right now to be close is all I can think about. I can see it in his eyes what he wants to do. I've waited for this moment for a long time. His lips touch mine and all else is forgotten. Where we are. Fiona.
'Your cold. Go upstairs and get yourself warmed up' he pulls away, almost whispering to me.
'Stay' I say through the tears I can't seem to stop from falling. What I am asking of a married man is something I never thought I would. This is against everything in my head but my heart is winning. I need him right now after everything thats happend.
'Go get warm, I'll get you a warm drink' he tells me laying a kiss on my forehead. I nod as I start walking towards my room. I am not thinking straight. I grab some clothes and head for the bathroom. I am so tired and so cold everything seems like an effort. Stripping of piece by piece and as the warmth of the shower hits me I let the tears fall again.
As I walk into my room I see him sitting on my bed with a hot drink in his hands. I feel awkwards like I'm 15 years old again. Do I sit next to him? Am I asking too much of him right now? he must sense the doubt in my mind as I'm standing here. He smiles and pats the space beside him on the bed.
"Sit down, here" he says passing me the drink.
I do as I am asked and start drinking the hot chocolate. He bends towards me and kisses my forehead again. Why does he have to be so perfect right now? We can't do this. Not now. Not until he sorts stuff out with Fiona but my heart is screaming for him to stay. Just to be near him. I place the cup on the bedside table. For the first time I realise that he is soaking wet.
"Your wet" I say sitting back down beside him.
"Just a little but its okay" he reassures me.
"I can't believe everything that's happend. I thought this was gonna be my last night here. That I was never going to see you or Drovers again" I tell him letting the tears fall again. I don't think I've ever cried so much in my life. I feel like such a baby, so unlike myself.
He pulls me into his arms again and we fall back onto the bed. He just holds me and somehow it comforts me to know he is still here. He starts placing small kisses on my forehead and I feel him working his way towards my mouth. All is forgotten as we kiss...
