Kigo:

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Shego sat on the top of a building. It was a cold night but it was better than what it had been. Summer was coming...winter is ending. The fresh air of march swept hair her away from her face. Shego..so strong...so pridefull...so Evil. Had her head slumpt down in defeat. "She's gone...she's really gone and its all my fault." Tears streamed down from her eyes that use to glow so brightly in the night. "Why did I have to act like that?...Why did I even make that choice to ask such a stupid question?". Her heart felt like someone was driving nail threw it or someone was burning it slowly and laughing. She reached up to her neck and pulled a small chain out from her shirt then held it in her grasp firmly. A small cross that her princess gave to her. "She's happy with him now, if she would have kept me I would have just made it worse on her." Tears streamed down more from her once determind face. "I just wish she understood that I didn't want to be her friend because it would crush me that much more seeing her in his arms. Just the thought does but it being rubed in my face that I lost her would kill me inside." She pulled out her MP3 her father gave her that christmas thinking that music would ease the pain. Puting the headphones on that she gave her on her ears and fliped the switch. She didn't look at the screen, to her it didn't matter what came on. She laughed sadly when she heard what came on.

I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed Dropping little reels of tape, to remind me that I'm alone Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home There's a burning in my pride, and a nervous bleeding in my brain An ounce of peace is all I want for you, will you never call again?
And will you never say that you loved me, just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space

"I cant get you out of my head, your image is always in my mind and your voice that soothed my pain so many times that no one else could. You won't call me ever again most likely. I know for damn sure you won't ever utter those three words I crave every second of the day to hear to me ever again. I just thought that if you hate me it would be easyer to let go.." Shego lifted her head and screamed with the song.

Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

"WHY! WHY DID I DO SUCH A FUCKED UP THING! SHE LOVED YOU AND YOU LOVE HER STILL!...but she loves him now.. all I am is a shitty memory to her that wasted her time and air. I just wish I didnt do that so much, but Im to late! I lost the most important person in my life! and she doesnt want me anymore...Just as well. She doesnt need me, and if she does have feelings for me still they will fade and be replaced by Ron. I wont matter because she will love him and she will lose interest in me..."

I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me with The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take So I'll drive so f*cking far away that I'll never cross your mind And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

She fell backwards and landed on the building top looking up at the stars. Her hair scattered around and her jacket open revealing the shirt she got for christmas from her dearly beloved. She breathed in deep and screamed hopeing to let some tention out. "She did so much for me, she made me quit so many bad things. She made me into a better person. She would hold me when I cried when I was fighting with bad memorys and sicknesses. She made me compliment myself and made me feel desireable. She CARED...but not anymore I dont think. If she cared she would have disagreed and stayed with me.. she would have not went with him." She sang with the chorus again and waited for the next verse.

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made And like a baby boy I never was a man Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand And then I fell down yelling, "Make it go away," just make a smile Come back and shine just like it used to be And then she whispered, "How can you do this to me?"

"Shes gone I have to accept it. I have to deal with it and hope that the pain will go away. Her eyes haunt me, they are one of the most beautiful feature on her to me. But to me everything she is is pure beauty. Why cant it go back to the way it use to be? because shes to prideful and then she has someone new and doesnt need you. All I did was hurt her..I am so sorry for that. I love her with everything I am but I guess it doesnt matter anymore.." She stood up and walked to the end of the building looking down at a Dennys across the street and laughed. The gods must be playing a joke on her. She whisperd the last part of the lyrics as she started to step off the building...

Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you.
For You For You For You

I love you but I'm to late.

This is my first story, Im a big fan of Kigo, Shego is my favorite character and I relate to her alot! But, anyway...Tell me what you think?