Hey guys! Well, if you are reading this, then you love Finn and Rachel! And kudos for you! As you would have guessed, I love Glee! I am totally obsessed with it and I am counting down the days until season 2! Ugh!
Now as you can tell, Finn and Rachel are my favorites! And I can't wait to figure out if they are a couple or not…so to pass the time waiting for it, I decided to do a Fanfiction! I really think they should have concentrated on Finn's whole, "I love you" thing more, so I will be taking over!
This fanfic will probably be a very long story, because I have big big plans! So this will not be just a one-shot….oh no no no! Expect 20+ chapters! And my chapters will get lengthier too…this is just the opening! This will mostly be just Finn and Rachel POV, but I may throw in some surprise ones too! I write a lot of fluff, but I also need some drama and angst in here too! Thank you all for reading and I hope you enjoy! Please review too…I really won't know to continue writing or not if I don't have reviews! Enjoy the first chapter of, "Love is a Beautiful Thing"
Disclaimer: I do not own Glee or any songs they performed. Also I don't own the song, "Love is a Beautiful Thing" Do I look like a man? (Don't answer that…)
RPOV
"I love you"
Am I hearing this right? Finn…of all people…telling me he loves me? NOW? I must be dreaming. This can't be true. All this time…after everything we have been through. After dating Jesse, after telling him I had sex with Jesse, after Quinn and the baby, he loves me? I didn't know how to respond and he quickly walked back to his spot. I turned to him and smiled. He grinned his adorable smile and my heart stopped. He grabbed the curtain and started singing. He was amazing…better than any person with vocal training. His voice was natural and raw and it made my heart skip a beat.
I quickly opened the curtain and started to sing. I love this song. The feeling and emotion in it is amazing. All through the song, I can't take my eyes off Finn. He smiles at me, his emotions playing in his eyes. Excitement, pleasure, and also love. As we finished our song and I belted my high notes, I grabbed Finn's hand. I adored the feeling of my hand in his. His hands were big and rough, not like Jesses, which was soft and smooth…feeling too much like a girl's hand.
When we started to sing our mash up, I couldn't help but smile. I made up the choreography for this song and of course, Finn and I were partners. I loved being able to touch him while we danced, it was never awkward. He beamed with excitement when I touch his chest, with his back touching my front. It was so…personal. I wanted to keep holding onto him and never let go. But our moment ended all too soon. We wrapped up the mash up and moved onto Don't Stop Believing.
Puck and Santana got some of our solos, which was okay with me. They both were amazing and they deserved a chance to shine. I sang this song perfectly, knowing it well from the first time we performed it in the beginning of the year. I didn't need to concentrate. So instead of concentrating…all thought about was that the boy of my dreams loves me…Rachel Berry.
The bus ride back was dead quite…no talking, no singing. Quinn and Puck were still at the hospital, signing the adoption papers I would guess. I wonder who will take Quinn's baby? Even though everyone thinks I hate Quinn, I really don't. I envy her, which is true. But I don't hate her. She has been through a lot and I think this baby thing really opened up her heart. I hope she is happy, truly.
Kurt and Mercedes are sitting next to each other, trying to hide their tears together. Tina is sitting next to Artie's wheelchair and was rubbing his leg while he silently cried. Santana and Brittany are listening to their iPod's (typical, they don't even care) and the other two boys are just staring out the window, depressed looks on their faces. Of course, I was sitting next to the one and only Finn Hudson. My dream boy.
Even though we lost Regionals, I haven't broken down into tears yet. Not while holding hands with Finn. He looked bored, so he leaned over and whispered in my ear, "Can we talk?"
I didn't want to disturb everyone with Finn and me talking, so I pointed to his phone. He got the idea and typed to me, "r u ok?"
I didn't know what he meant, about his love confession or about Regionals, so I went with talking about the club, "of course not, glee is my life. Idk what I will do without it"
He looked at me, confused, and typed furiously, "I wasn't talking about glee, I was talking about us. About u and me." He looked at me longingly and I smiled back. He was too adorable.
I was thinking about what to write back. Of course I liked him…that was too obvious. But did I love him? After Jesse, I don't know what love really is. I thought I loved him, but that didn't really turn out well. And should I start a relationship so soon? I am still hurt from Jesse egging me and returning to Carmell. And Finn had broken my heart before, how can I trust him this time? I love being with Finn, but I don't know if I love him. I don't want to hurt his feelings with not saying it back. I didn't want to lose him as well…
"We are back at school guys. It is time for you all to have a good weekend. You all deserved it." Mr. Shue said (breaking my thought) with a fake smile on his face. I know he was trying to cheer us up, but it didn't help.
"We don't deserve anything anymore. We suck and Glee is getting cut. Don't try to cover over the obvious." Mercedes said with tears in her eyes. It was heartbreaking to see one of my best friends cry.
"That's not true Mercedes! You all did your best and that is all I can ask for. Now have fun this weekend! And don't worry about Glee, just not yet." Mr. Shue said as he walked off the bus. Everyone filed out, except for Finn and me. Thank goodness I was sitting on the outside of the seat, I ran out of the bus as quick as possible with Finn screaming and yelling after me. I couldn't face him. I couldn't answer him without a sure answer. I couldn't be with him if I didn't know that he truly loved me. He needed to prove himself. Everything was happening too fast and there was only one way Rachel Berry would deal with it. She cried.
FPOV
She left me. She didn't want me. And I have no idea what I did wrong. Actually…for the first time in a while, I thought I did something right. I told her the honest truth. I did love Rachel with all my heart. I don't care that she dated Jesse or added me into the Run Joey Run video. None of that stuff matters when you love someone. I wasn't going to let Rachel get away from me this time. She was single and no one was going to stop me. School may be coming to an end, but my fight for Rachel has just begun.
Hope you all enjoyed it! Please review and I hope to have the next chapter up tomorrow! (btw…I am in search for a beta! PM me if you wanna help me!)
