This is my new fanfic/songfic. Basically i'll use songs during Bellas POV.

This first chapter has the song Imaginary by Evanescence.
This story takes place in new moon. Bella is in a coma after jumping off the cliffs. Jacob got there too late.

Bella's pov is her in a coma, in her mind.

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Chapter 1

I feel so lost. I can hear them calling but I won't leave, I can't leave. I feel safe. It's like a whole new world. I don't want to leave. I can't face this world. It's all too cold.

I linger in the doorway
Of alarm clock screaming
Monsters calling my name
Let me stay
Where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops, as they're falling, tell a story

My mind works wonders. I feel like a child free in a playground. Everything's so bright and happy. Oh please God let me stay. I feel alive but yet I know I am not.

In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby (flowers)
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me (flowers)

I'm scared sometimes. I can sense what's happening out there. I hear them calling my name.

"Bella" whispers Edward.

"Bella" whispers Charlie.

"Bella" whispers Alice.

"Bella" whispers Jacob.

"Bella" whispers. Is that… My mother.

"Bella" whispers Dr. Cullen.

"Bella" Is all I can hear.

I can't wake up, I won't wake up .

Don't say I'm out of touch
With this rampant chaos - your reality
I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge
The nightmare I built my own world to escape

I can smell flowers.

They're starting to fall all around me.

They're not real. They're just paper.

They're just like me.

They don't belong.
In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby (flowers)
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me (flowers)

I hear the calling again. It's Edward.

He's singing to me.

I don't remember what it is…

My mind is revolting

The winds are ablaze and the fire quickly picked up

What's happening, why am I reacting this way.

Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights
Oh, how I long for the deep sleep dreaming
The goddess of imaginary light

It has finally stopped.

All the pain all the craziness.

My mind found peace.

The flowers are coming down again.

Just as vulnerable as before.

Some are torn. Some are whole.

I can identify myself with them.

The skies a deep shade of pink.

It's beautiful.

Oh I don't want to leave.

In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby (flowers)
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me (flowers)
(Paper flowers)

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