I do not own Twilight in any shape, form or color.

This son is called Fact Fiction, from Mads Langer. I think it kindda describes what Edward feels about Bella.

I decided to do a One-Shot, and as it's the first thing I publish, I hope you like it. It is about when Edward left Bella, from his POV.

Imagine a world without me
Say you're falling apart
Let's pretend you've missed me for a while
Wouldn't you say you were lonely
And love was breaking your heart?
Put on your Sunday best and fake a smile

I had never done something so heart-breaking in my life. I mean, why the hell am I leaving? To protect her from what you are, from you, a voice in my mind kept answering every time that question popped up.

I am selfish, and I am a sick bastard. Why am I doing this to her? Right, because when I had the chance to stay away from her, and let her have a normal life, I didn't.

I dream of dreaming dreams of her
In twilight she's a constant blur
The picture is clear
And I'm still fact, she's fiction

Some day it would have had to end, she was too good to be true. I almost gave it for granted that some day something would happen to make me realize that she couldn't stay with me like I wanted. She would move on and be with someone who isn't afraid of killing her with a single touch.

If something bad happened to her while she was with me, I wouldn't be able to forgive myself. I couldn't live without her, but I couldn't live with her either. Every time I see her, my dead heart seems to beat again, and I just want to reach her and hold her tightly in my arms and kiss her with all the love and tenderness in the whole wide world. Every time I hear her talk in her sleep, I am marveled, and when she says my name… That can't be described with words.

Remember the night you were with me
Fell asleep by my side
Strangers together, your hand in mind
How come we never came closer
When all the stars were aligned?
I thought we had a moment

I don't deserve her. She's like a fallen angel sent to earth to make me miserable. Believe be when I say that I've don wrong, because I have, that's one of the reasons why I don't understand why she was always there next to me. She must have left running from the very first moment, but she didn't. Once again, I don't deserve her, I never did and I'll never do.

I dream of dreaming dreams of her
In twilight she's a constant blur
The picture is clear
And I'm still fact she's fiction
I seem to miss the missing part
She's still my favorite work of art
The picture is clear
And I'm still fact, she's fiction

I'm not complete if I am not right next to her.

But, how could she believe me so fast? I expected from her to fight a bit before accepting my words. And then I realized: she loved me so much that a few words were enough- she would believe anything I told her. Anyway her love does not have comparison to mine.

No, nothing has changed 'cause I'm still fact, she's fiction
Or I may be imperfectly formed in this contradiction

I have thought thousands, no, millions of excuses to avoid this moment, but then I come to the conclusion that it's the best for her. That is something I can't fight against.

I would do anything for her, and if that included the picture of me leaving, so it would be.

I dream of dreaming dreams of her
In twilight she's a constant blur
The picture is clear
'Cause I'm still fact she's fiction

Before Bella, I always thought that we, the vampires were indestructible, but, after Bella, that changed –like everything. I'm so vulnerable at this moment like I was in my human life. I was breaking inside, but I had to put up a strong image, at least until I left my family. Then I would allow myself break down.

I fell in love with her longing
Let's just say that she never found out
Who it was she never found in me

Please review and tell me what you think! I'm new at this, so I would really appreciate it. Thank you for reading! XOXOXOXO