"AHHHH!"
The sound of fan girls ripped through the crowd. Thousands of them, pushing and shoving. Even a few girls broke out into fist fights, ripping out each other's fake hair, or yanking and shredding each other's clothes. It was an ugly sight.
"KYO!"
"SHINYA!"
"TOCHI-KUN!"
"DIE-DIE!"
"KAORU!"
I don't get why they scream like that. Standing at the back of the crowd, I slowly walked to a security guard. "Umm...Can you give this to the whole band…?" I asked holding up a small light pink package with a light brown ribbon around it. He looked at me confused.
"Why not give it to them yourself?"
"So you can check it to make sure it's not some creepy fan girl gift or a bomb. Plus, though I might be a fan but they scare me…"
"Oh. Ok. I'll give it to them now. "
"Ok…"
I watched as he walked over to the band members and handed them the gift. He said something and motioned his head towards me. A wild blush spread across my face as they looked to me. Just for a second I met Kyo's eye. I turned and walked away, I was so scared.
"HEY! Ugly Girl! I turned to see a tall, mean looking fan dressed as Kyo walk to me. I stiffened…
"Who do you think you are? Huh? Being sly like that." When she reached me she towered over me. "Not going to answer me, huh?" She shoved me, hard. I fell back, and hit the ground; I could feel my skin ripping from my hands.
"HEY!"
The tall cosplayer fan looked up and her eyes got wide. She stumbled back. "K…Kyo-sama…!" I looked up and noticed the short vocalist walking our way. I quickly got up, and went to walk away but Kyo was already there and he grabbed my wrist.
"Apologize." He said sternly. I looked at the woman, her face pure shock. "Did you not here me? Apologize!"
"S...sorry…" she mumbled and walked backwards staring at Kyo.
Kyo turned to me and glared. "Why don't you protect yourself?"
"I'm sorry" I whispered.
"What?"
"I'm sorry…" Before he could say anything I turned and ran from him, my whole body and soul shaking. I made it 2 blocks before my heals started to hurt my feet. Stopping at the corner of a building, I bent over to catch my breath.
"Oh god…"
My head was spinning and I was so terribly frightened. 'That's why I don't like getting close to them…My heart…oh god…' My heart was going a hundred miles an hour. It really hurt…
"Oh god…" The world around me went fuzzy, my head swirling, then everything went black. I could feel my body collide with the concrete sidewalk…A woman in the background screamed and a little boy cried. "MISS!"
…
"Ma'am, please wake-up…" A gentle hand shook my shoulders. I could hear others talking and knew that I was in a hospital. Slowly, my body woke up, feeling incredibly heavy. It really hurt; I felt like a giant anchor being pressured by tons of water.
"Hmmm…" I groaned.
"Ma'am?"
"What?" I asked as my eyes slowly decided to open. I expected a white clad nurse but to my utter surprise it was Toshiya that stood over my bed. Fear crashed over me. Unintentionally I sprung up, startling the handsome man. I ricochet out of my hospital bed shoving Toshiya back and tried to dash but did so in vain. A large pair of warm hands gripped my arms, pulling me back.
"Ah!"
"No, you are staying right here," Kaoru, who had grabbed me, pulled me into the bed, "in this bed." I looked up at him in pure despair. I didn't want to meet them. It was so painful, they scared me, my heart started to hurt again. My breathing started to become ragged. I could feel myself falling, the darkness clouding into my eyes.
"Oi! Hey, miss!"
"Hey we need a doctor in here!"
…
(DIR EN GREY & doctor)
"Sensei…How is she?"
"She's fine, just tired right now." A young handsome doctor said to the 5 men. "Um...Are you family?"
"No. Why?"
"Do you know how to get in contact with her parents?"
"No."
"OK…Well since you are not family, I can't tell you much more."
"Why? What's wrong with her?" Die asked.
"Well…I shouldn't say but she has a heart condition…But that is all I can say."
5 pairs of eyes widened in shock. They never even suspected.
"Oh..."
…
(DIR EN GREY & Idril)
I never knew that my life would turn so upside down. The members of DIR EN GREY sat around my hospital room, Kyo, Die and Toshiya all asleep. Kaoru and Shinya where standing by the window just staring not saying a thing. Maybe they would not notice if I snuck out. Maybe if I was really quiet…
"Don't think about it…"
The sudden startled me. I peered to where the voice came from and saw Kyo looking at me. He was close enough for me to smell his cologne. Stiffening I tried to edge to the far side of my bed but it was a fairly small bed.
Kyo was propped up on his elbows, hands holding up his head. He was handsome, but was so scary. His eyes were so stern, like he was looking into your soul. I felt faint. "Please, move back…"
"Your heart bothering you?"
My head whipped around and stared at him shock. "You know? How?"
"The doctor is not very good at following rules. Has a loose tongue."
I was utterly surprised. Not even my parents knew about my heart problems. "Did the doctors call my family?"
"No, no one knows how to get in touch with them."
"Good…" A sigh of relief left my lips and I relaxed as much as I could.
"Why, do they not know?"
"…Yeah…" Shame heated my cheeks, I was so embarrassed. "If the doctors do find out how to contact them can you please ask them not to call?"
"Why?"
"I don't want them to know."
"And the reason for that is?"A voice from behind me asked. I turned to see who it was and Kaoru and Toshiya was standing there. I gasped, fear shot through me. 'This is going to be a long night…"
"My family owns a dojo, training camp and none of them have ever even been sick, let alone had a cold. For them sickness is a crime punishable by abandonment…I couldn't tell them. I can't." I looked down, knowing that I should tell my parents but I just can't. Looking up I face them even though I was almost in a panic stage. "You guys, can you leave?"
"We won't." Toshiya stated.
"Please, your presence is making my heart rate go up…"
"Huh?"
"I have a man phobia…And before you say anything, I know. I'm pitiful."
(to be continued…)