"NOOOOOOOOO!" I scream into the cold darkness of the sky. "Why him? Why the only person that I could love again? WHY? DO YOU LIKE SEEING ME BREAK AGAIN AND AGAIN?" I bow my head and the tears come running down my pale cold cheeks, "The person that was there to pick me up and carry me when the darkness swallowed me. He was the only one that could thaw my heart out from the horrible coldness that enveloped it." I sobbed pitifully.
"First you tear the love of my life from me, then you take my father and mother from and now you rip away my warmth, my sun, the piece that completed my heart again." I lay on the floor of the forest that I always seem to be lead to when I die inside. I realize something at that moment. I hate this forest. I hate the sky that looms above me. I hate the life that I've had to endure. I hate… everything. All I have is bitterness and hate now. I feel it growing inside me, were my fractured heart used to be. What a shame, and to think I used to think I was strong but really I'm just weak and broken.
I close my eyes and let my memories come to me for the last times because after this I'm ganna end my pitiful existence. I'm ganna end my horrible life and laugh at the end. That thought alone brought the tiniest smile to my lips. Let the pain begin.