My very first fanfic!
And my very first Kamichama Karin one! Here goes!
Chapter 1
KARIN'S POV
I sighed. I had already turned 16 just a little while ago, but I still didn't feel any different.
I stretched across the grass and squinted up at the sun.
It wasn't fair.
Kazune just HAD to go to another school, leaving me bored all day with know one to yell at.
Of course, there was Himeka at the house, but who in there right mind would yell at someone so sweet?
Micchi was gone with him.
Jin was on a tour in England.
I was lonely.
Frustrated, I muttered that Kazune was an idiot.
Somewhat happy that I was calling him and idiot for leaving me, I stood up to yell it at the sky.
" I HOPE YOU HEARD THAT,YOU MORON! LEAVING ME ALONE IN THIS DARK HOUSE WITH HIMEKA!"
I quiet and whirled around.
Usually, Kazune would be there behind me saying " I heard that" and yelling insults back as well, but he was too busy to even call me a " STUPID GIRL."
A couple walked by, staring at me like I was some psycho and I blushed and gathered my bag to head somewhere else.
It was only 3 pm, but everyday was boring without Kazune.
He said he would call me everyday, and he did.. for a couple of weeks,until it became calling me every 2 weeks.. and then it was once every month.
And now, I haven't heard from him in 5 months.
Had he ANY idea that I wanted to KILL him?
I jogged home to our mansion.
Had he ANY idea that life was BORING without him?
I was on the verge of tears, but I decided to ignore them.
Once I was inside the room, I flung myself on my bed and wiped my eyes.
He asked me not to cry for him when he was away, but I couldn't help it.. we'd been through a LOT together.
" Kazune..." I whimpered.
I could hardly stand this loneliness.
Trying not to cry wouldn't help and it never will.
I was thinking about going through with that plan involving me becoming a boy when Himeka opened the door and told me it was time for dinner.
5 minutes later, I found myself sitting at the dining room table, sulking.
"Karin-Chan?"
I looked up at Himeka's worried expression.
"Uh.. yeah, Himeka?"
"What's wrong? Is it about Kazune-Chan?"
I barely gave a nod. " Yeah."
"What happened?"
"He hasn't called me in 5 months and the loneliness is driving me crazy. I've never been so frustrated.."
I put my head on the table and stared down at my legs.
Maybe his phone wasn't working.
Or he was interrupted every time he thought about calling me?
Maybe he was too busy to talk to me.
Or maybe...
He just doesn't WANT to talk to me.
I'm probably a bother to him, right?
That's probably it...
I'm such an idiot!
I knew this was going to happen sooner or later! Him going to another school would tear us apart!
Was it for the best?
Am I better off without him?
Yeah.
I've been doing JUST fine without him.
It's just boring because .. because.. Himeka and I don't do anything but go to the high-school and come home and eat and do the same thing everyday!
I tried to remind myself that it had only been 5 months, but I just threw that thought aside and returned to my mixed feelings.
I missed Kazune, but he probably doesn't even care about me anymore.
Perhaps our relationship was better off with us being friends?
Or our life would have been better if Kazune WAS my brother, or something..?
No.
I don't want that.
I love him...
But...
"I'm going to bed." I stood up to go upstairs.
Himeka grabbed my arm.
"Karin-Chan, Kazune hasn't forgotten you!He couldn't have done that..."
I hadn't even thought about him "forgetting" me.
That could be it, too. I turned around to Himeka.
" Himeka-Chan, it's okay, you don't have to try and convince me.
I bet..."
My eyes began to burn as I spoke my lie.
"... I bet Kazune is just too busy trying his best, so I'll do the same until he get's back and we can catch up!"
Himeka's face brightened, believing me, I guessed, but I was found out immediately as I let my tears flow.
" Why am I crying?"
Himeka looked upset. "Karin-Chan.."
I turned and ran upstairs, ignoring Shii-Chan's worried "mew."
Alone in my room again, I cried as quiet as I could, but I wasn't one for silent crying.
When I had cried enough to make myself sleepy, I got ready for bed and turned off my lamp.
I looked on my right side, where Kazune slept the night Suzane arrived.
I missed both of my babies.
Suzane.. I wondered how he was doing in the future with my older self.
I sighed and drifted off into my dreams.
~Karin's Dream
I was in a dark room.
Or.. just space, not a room.
I looked around frantically.
"Hello?"
No answer.
" Is this a dream, cause I'm already bummed about something.
So, I hope this isn't sad, or anything.."
Suddenly, Older Me walked out with a baby in her arms.
Flushes cheeks, tiny tufts of blonde hair...
The perfect baby boy.
"This is newborn Suzane."
Older Me let me hold him.
I smiled at his weightlessness.
" Is there a reason why you're here? Is everything alright in the future?" I asked her, still looking at Suzane."
Older Me stayed quiet.
"No, Karin."
My heart skipped a beat.
Did I hear her right?
" We need your help! Kazune's in grave danger! And so is the world!"
I almost dropped the baby.
"Karasuma is back!"
I stopped .
"You're going to wake up with Suzane in your hands to guide you on your journey. Kazune's lost in time! You have to try and find him to prevent the future from happening!"
And then I woke, sweating, holding a bundle in my arms.
It was the toddler Suzane, holding a tiny clock.
It was the Chronos Clock!
The clock that could take me to any time!
Suzane woke with a start as I quickly sat up.
" Mama! You're awake!"
I nodded and hugged him.
"Mama, we have to save daddy!"
So.
Kazune WAS in trouble!
I had to save him!
" Ok, Suzane! Let's go!"
With that, Suzane transformed into Cupid, his god form.
" I AM GOD!"
I chanted, triggering my transformation.
After we were ready, I set the Chronos clock to the future.
" We'll start looking for him in the future, ok, Suzane?"
Suzane nodded and I held him tightly as the clock winded forward.
With a flash, we dissapeared.