Hurt: Chapter 1 Bella's pov
Today I woke proud of myself, that I survived the night. I remembered when James had constantly beaten me, because he wanted his friends to r-rape me. I didn't like it though somehow he always finds a way. I just can't get that memory out of my head. It's very irritating. I don't like it. I pretend to be a loner. No one wants to be around me, so I keep to myself. Of course if I told anyone what happen to me, James would surely kill me. I got up. It was 6:30; James would be here in 30 minutes. I rushed mostly trying to cover up my bruises with makeup. My hair was a mess and my outfit looked worse. I don't know how to explain this to the teachers. So I just worked on my hair, and washed my clothes. It wasn't like I could just grab my stuff and leave. No James is on all of my accounts. He knows everywhere I've been or want to go. So basically he knows my every step. So now I'm heading off to school in my car. My car is a simple 2010 Mercedes. I've never gotten anything else. I walked out the door locking it before I was greeted with two pairs of hands. James was here. I turned around putting on my best fake smile. He leaned down to whisper in my ear "Sorry about what happen last night. We all got a bit drunk." I nodded. They always get drunk. So this is my hell life. I don't like it, but what can I do about it? "So you were going to school today?" I headed for my car. "Yes I am." He nodded and went back towards hi car. It wasn't always this easy. Sometimes he would hit me, or beat me, and yell because he wanted me to ditch school. Now he is okay with it. He understands that if he doesn't let me go to school people will get suspicious. I don't know what I would do if James left. I mean everything is in his name. So basically I own nothing, but my car (Which I can barely pay). I'm just so confused about what I should do, or what I need to do.
Author's note:
I know it sucks, but this is my first time writing a story on here. So I will make it longer I promise! Thanks! Please don't be afraid to review!