My very first fanfiction! it's a songfic to Rihanna's 'Te Amo'. I obviously own nothing Twilight or anything close, even tho I wish I could own Kristen Stewart, ha!
Hope you enjoy!
Te Amo
"Bella!"
"Hey Jake! What's going on, everything's ok?!"
"Yeah, yeah, calm down, ok? Everything's fine."
"You scared the hell out of me! Why did you ask me to rush here?"
"I… hum… I need to tell you something."
I knew. I already knew what was coming. I wouldn't take it, I couldn't, I can't lose Jacob not now, not ever.
"Yeah? What is it Jake?" I said, hesitating.
"Bella… I've been thinking a lot this past week, about hum… things…"
"What kind of things Jacob?"
"About us"
"What about us?"
"Bella, I can't hide it anymore, it's too much… I can't take it. Can't you see?"
God, please. Why me? Why? Why now?
"What are you talking about Jake?"
Te Amo, Te Amo
He says to me, I hear the pain in his voice
Then we danced underneath the candelabra
He takes the lead
That's when I saw it in his eyes
It's over
"Kwe' Kwowle."
He says Te Amo
Then he puts his hands around my waist
I told him no,
He cries Te Amo
Told him I'm not gonna run away
But let me go
My soul is a Cry, without asking why
I said Te Amo, somebody tell me what he said?
Don't it mean I love you?
Think it means I love you
Don't it mean I love you?
"I love you Bella."
Te Amo, Te Amo, he's scared to breathe
I hold his hand, I got no choice
Pull me out on the beach, danced in the water
I start to leave
He's begging me and asking why
It's over
I felt his hands around me, his lips moving closer and closer, I needed to stop this, I needed to stop him.
"Jake I love you too, but not lik…"
"Please? Just once Bella, just once."
And he says Te Amo
Then he puts his hands around my waist
I told him no,
He cries Te Amo
Told him I'm not gonna run away,
But let me go
My soul is a Cry, and without asking why
I said Te Amo, somebody tell me what he said?
Don't it mean I love you?
I think it means I love you
Don't it mean I love you?
"Jake… don't." I could feel his breath on my lips.
Yes we can dance
But you gotta watch your hands
Watch me all night
I move under the light
Because I understand
That we all need love
And I'm not afraid to feel the love
But I don't feel that way
"Once" He whispered.
Then he says Te Amo
Then he puts his hands around my waist
I told him no,
He cries Te Amo
Told him I'm not gonna run away
But let me go
My soul is a Cry, without asking why
I said Te Amo, somebody tell me what he said?
Don't it mean I love you?
Think it means I love you
Don't it mean I love you?
Think it means I love you
It's too late, before I could say anything more; I felt his lips moving against mine, it felt… good, different from anything I have ever felt. I didn't move for a second, but I didn't stop him either. A moment later I was kissing him back with all that I had, I didn't want to stop, I didn't want to breathe, I just wanted to feel that, feel him. Why did it take so long for me to realize, he just wanted a chance to show he could be good enough for me too, I knew he could, I was blind or maybe I didn't want to see, I was scared I could get hurt again, but he was different, he would never hurt me, I just knew.
I said Te Amo, somebody tell me what he said?
Don't it mean I love you?
Think it means I love you
Don't it mean I love you?
Think it means I love you
I love you.
Just so you know, "te amo" means "i love you" in portuguese/spanish :)