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Rocky's POV

I love you, Ty, and not in the sisterly way. I'm in love with you.

Of course, I would never tell you that.

I do know that it is wrong to be in love with your sibling, but I can't help it.

I don't want to talk to you because it pains me to.

I know that you will never love me back.

So why do I feel this way?

I think of you every single second. You never go away.

I try to push you away but it never works.

It's starting to affect my dancing and Cece is getting worried.

Please, Ty, love me back.

I pretend that you are here holding me in your arms

It's the only way I see clearly

You have left for college. I don't know what to do without you.

Whenever you call to check up on mum and me, I always cry when you hang up.

I get scared that you'll find out my secret and won't call again. I can't help it.

My life isn't complete without you.

You visited Mum and I today at our house and I told you everything.

You hate me now.

I hate myself.

I thought you'd understand and tell me it's alright, but you're avoiding me now.

You never talk to me or hug me or even dance with Cece and I like old times.

Why did I tell you?

I thought you would have loved me back?

I'm sorry.

You're back at school again.

So am I.

I see you walking around campus and when our eyes meet its like magic.

But then you turn your head and walk the other way.

Do you know it kills me inside when you do that?

You have now resulted to not acknowledging I exist.

I can't do this anymore.

I can't do anything.

I need you here. With me.

But I doubt that will happen.

I hate you, Ty!

I'll never talk to you ever again!

You brought home your girlfriend, Cece!

How could you do this to me?

Knowing how I feel about you and then going and dating my best (ex) friend!

I spent the remainder of that night sobbing into my pillow.

But you wouldn't know that because you were too busy sucking face with Cece.

You and Cece came over today and you proposed.

To the wrong girl.

I saw the look you gave me right after you put the ring on Cece's finger. A look of guilt.

I hate you so much!

Get out of my life!

Please just leave me alone.

You don't care about me, and I don't need you.

I shut you out like always. But now I see your anger towards me.

You say you hate me.

You say I'm sick.

You say I'm disgusting.

You never want to see me.

Well you'll never see me again then, I promise.

I'm sorry, I really am.

Please forgive me.

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