A/N: I don't own Fairy Tail and never will...too bad v.v

Anyway, this is my first fanfic. So any comments are available...ANY ~.~

Chapter 1 ~~~~Thoughts.

It all started when we got back from Edolas world. With us came Exeeds and one person that all Fairy Tail wizards thought that she was dead. Her name was Lisanna. For some reason about her came back from the (Dead) like Natsu says all the time. I was happy, because she is Mirajane's and Elf man's little sister. Well I don't know about her much,but for her came back to Fairy Tail I was happy, tho on the other hand I was sad...

"He Natsu"

"Hey Luce!"- He said smiling.

"Wanna do some job together?"

When I asked that, his smile was gone.

"Lucy, I'm sorry, but I planned to do a job with Lisanna. And I have to keep my promises, you know that? Don't you? "- I was kinda disappointed at what he was saying. I really wanted to go on a mission with him."Anyway, I should go and pack my stuff for that mission! See you Luce!"-by saying that he ran from Fairy Tail Guild.

"Bye..."- I whispered. Thought he didn't heard me.

Whats wrong with him? Did he lost his mind for that girl? I know that she was his first love, Mira told me about her and Natsu a bit. But hes like spending time with her every day, and every day is the same routine: he comes with her to the guild, sitting,eating,talking, and he leaves with her when it starts to be dark outside. Did he changed me with her? Is he sleeping now in her bed? I hope that bed isn't as comfy as mine is. He even stopped fighting with Gray about everything, he isn't the same as he used to be. He isn't coming to my place anymore... I missed his scent in my home, warm body,his arms when they are around me,everything... Wait... what am I thinking about? He is just my nakama. I cant think about him like I love him... am I in love with him? Or am I just imagining things that I love him? Geez, Lucy snap out of it! He is just your friend...your best friend...

She didn't even noticed when she started to cry... She was in love with him even if she didn't wanted to believe what she was thinking. She ran from Fairy Tail to her home. No one noticed her tho. Her eyes was full of tears, all she wanted was to get home, go to the shower and sleep forever. After the shower, she went to her comfy bed and layed down. She was still crying. Still thinking of him...

"Maybe tomorrow it will be a good day than it was today"- she told to herself. She was thinking that she was loosing her best friend, being in team with Natsu.

There you go. If you will like it Ill post another chapter, if not...well I will post it anyway. I don't know what to do else so...Ja Ne for today...or till next eternity. -waves-