Dear You,
The days seem like nothing when you're not here with me. My heart doesn't beat and you're always on my mind. I miss you more than anything but if I tell you this I couldn't live with myself when you told me that you don't feel the same. I just want you back in my life so we could be the way we used to be. But you decided to break me too many times too count and each time I end up asking for your forgiveness because I feel it was me who fucked up not you. And then you tell me its okay but still treat me like shit. I have no idea what to do about you anymore. The days go by and I wish I could say I don't wish we were close again, but I can't, because I always wish this. I want to show you this so badly Damon but I can't because when I do you'll sit there and laugh at me and tell me to stop being so pathetic. I just want my best friend back. We had so many good times together and I don't where they've gone. I don't care how stupid this may sound to anyone else who reads this but you're my best friend Damon. That could never change. Even if you treat me like shit, I don't care. Well I do but that's beside the point. You say I don't know anything about you but I know more than you think. And you don't know anything about me. You always told me I was your best friend. But the truth is I never could be, because you were just a selfish dick who only cared about himself. But don't worry Damon. I still love you even though I shouldn't. I know how wrong it is for me to say that I still love you after all this time but it's true. You were my first guy best friend but you won't be my last I can promise you that. And maybe one day when you finally decide to grow up and I finally decide to forgive you we can be friends. But who knows these days? Especially with the way we are now it probably won't happen. But I've said it once and ill say it again. I'm sorry Damon Giuseppe. I'm sorry for things I never even did.
Love, Someone-who-was-never-good-enough-for-you AKA Elena