Disclaimer: For the first and last time, I do not own Grey's Anatomy

Okay Mark never slept with Addison but Addison did cheat and she and Derek are divorced. I'm not a big Addison fan but she might come in later in the story. George never slept with Izzy. MerDer are trying to make things work I think that is all you need to know so far.

"Nicky, you have the key, after school I want you to come straight home and I will be calling at random…I'm not sure about this, maybe I should get a nanny" said Carmen. "Mom I am almost 18, I don't need a babysitter, okay" said Nicky pushing her black hair behind her ears.

"Okay fine my first shift is 48 hours, Nicky no boys" said Carmen then she kissed Nicky's cheek and rushed out of the house.

She drove to Seattle Grace Hospital where she would be starting her internship. She was nervous because at 36 she was older than most interns. After orientation she made her way to the locker room to change then she was assigned to her resident, a woman named Dr. Grey. Carmen and three other interns walked to the end of the hall as they were told. They saw her talking to a man and from their body language Carmen could tell that they were having an argument.

"Dr. Grey" said one of the male interns.

Dr. Grey and the man turned around, Carmen's eyes met his, it was Derek the man she hadn't seen or spoken to in over 17 years.

"Carmen" he said softly.

Carmen looked at the floor as Dr. Grey's eyes moved back and forth between them. "Um…I have to go" said Derek then he quickly walked away.

FLASHBACK

"So you're breaking up with me and over the phone" said Derek.

"I can't do this anymore" said Carmen sobbing.

"You can't do this to me, I love you so much, whatever the problem is we can work through it together, I can't lose you, I need you" said Derek.

"I…I can't, I'm not in love with you anymore…lose my number" said Carmen then she hung up the phone and burst into tears.

Her phone rang day and night but she just ignored it. She couldn't destroy his dream of being a doctor because she forgot one shot.

You paged" said Mark walking into Derek's office.

"She's here, Carmen is here" said Derek.

"Carmen, the Carmen who broke you, what is she doing here" asked Mark sitting in a chair.

"She is an intern, and get this she is Meredith's intern" said Derek.

"No shit, damn you just can't get a break" said Mark laughing.

"Isn't she kind of old to be an intern, she has to be at least 36" said Mark.

"Yeah but she is here and just as beautiful if not more beautiful than the last time I saw her" said Derek.

"She is Satan Derek, she broke your heart into a million pieces for no reason" said Mark. "I know you're right, she is Satan" said Derek.

"Good, when I see her I'm going to have a little talk with her, and ask some questions" said Mark getting up then walked out.

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"Derek knows one of my interns" said Meredith.

"Seriously, which one" asked Izzy taking a bite of her sandwich.

"The one with the long black hair" said Meredith they all looked.

"She's hot" said Alex.

"Yeah" said George.

"Why is she sitting alone, she looks so sad" said Izzy.

"Who are we talking about" asked Christina.

"McHottie over there knows McDreamy" said Izzy.

"Which one" asked Christina.

"The one with the black hair sitting alone" said George.

"Seriously, how does he know her" asked Christina.

"We don't know, look Sloan just sat down with her" said Alex.

"I wish I knew what they are saying" said Meredith.

"Well I have this spy stuff" said George.

"Bambi, why the hell are you walking around with spy stuff" asked Christina.

"I was going to put it in Callie's office she's been acting weird lately I needed to know what is up with her" said George.

"So instead of just asking her you were going to spy on her" asked Izzy.

"She won't talk to me about it and I didn't know what else to do" said George.

"That is so stupid" said Izzy.

"Bambi and Barbie shut it, we have to find a way to get it over there" said Christina.

"I'll do it" said Alex as he took the mini listening device and walked over to their table. They saw him talk to Sloan as he slyly stuck the device underneath the table. He came back over and they all listened.

"Like I was saying, why are you here" asked Mark.

"Mark…I" she said then she sighed. She knew she picked the wrong hospital to do her internship.

"Why are you here Carmen, you broke him, he loved you" said Mark.

"I…I…it was for the best Mark" said Carmen with tears in her eyes.

"How was breaking his heart for the best" asked Mark glaring at her.

"I didn't want to keep him from fulfilling his dream, so I let him go" said Carmen.

"He would have given his life for you, to this day I've never seen him look at any woman the way he looked at you, you're a bitch who doesn't deserve a man like Derek" said Mark.

Carmen ran off crying "Dude that was harsh" said Alex.

"Yeah" said Izzy.

Carmen ran into Derek and they looked into each other eyes. "Are you okay" he asked concerned.

"I'm so sorry Derek, for everything" said Carmen then she walked off with tears rolling down her cheeks. Derek walked into the cafeteria and over to Sloan who was now sitting with Meredith and her friends.

"Come here, I need to talk to you" said Derek angrily grabbing Mark's arm. Mark got up, everyone at the table knew that is had something to do with Carmen.

"Why was Carmen crying" asked Derek as they sat at the same table that was bugged. "What good luck" said Christina as she pulled out the listening device.

"I told her about herself, she couldn't take it and ran off crying" said Mark pleased with himself.

"You had no right to treat her like that" said Derek.

"Why do you care, I thought we agreed that she was Satan" said Mark.

"We did, I mean, I just can't stand to see her cry I never have" said Derek.

"Forget her man it's been over 17 years, let it go you have Meredith" said Mark. "Yeah you are right, just don't make her cry again, if you don't have anything nice to say don't say anything at all" said Derek.

"Okay mommy" said Mark smiling.