Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight.
I've decided to write these little stories which are sort of missing scenes from the Twilight series. This story and future chapters have developed from words jotted down in my writing journal. I'm not using a Beta for this because these tidbits are very short so please forgive mistakes.
I hope you enjoy!
Main character: Leah Clearwater
Trials and Mistakes
Seriously.
What if you had that one chance to be whoever or whatever you wanted to be?
Seriously.
What if being you was finally good enough?
Seriously.
What if life were easier?
What if life were simpler?
No reason for trials because there would be only perfection.
And trials are for when you make your mistakes.
"I'm so sorry Leah, but I'm in love with Emily."
Because take it from me.
It is no fun being a trial.
It is abso-fuckin-lutely no fun falling in love with someone and being with them and imagining a future with them and being promised forever if that person then realizes they don't want a forever with you.
It is so abso-fuckin-lutely painful to find out your one true love has left you for your best friend.
It abso-fuckin-lutely hurts to find out that you are not good enough!
Because you know you were only good enough when you were with Sam...
It hurts because you are not who you want to be, because only when you were with Sam were you your ideal self.
And being with Sam was so damn great. And life with Sam was so damn simple.
…
Sam and I, I thought we were perfection.
But apparently our relationship was just a trial.
And he was with me until he reached perfection with Emily.
So I guess that makes me the mistake.
…
…
More straight forward.
Yes, life should be also be more straight forward.
U.U