Never shout never! is awesome. ; ^ ;

I had to do this. I know x – mas isn't

Until forever, but whatever! I was thinking

Of little Raivis and Eduard and I was just like

" doing it. 8D "

Enjoy!

Song: 30 Days –NeverShoutNever!

30 days of Christmas and all I know
Is I'm not quite ready to let go of this past year
I have so much to show

Raivis hadn't been stuck living with Ivan for a while now. It had been almost a year. He had enjoyed himself, and he would like to keep it that way. Eduard had kept him company, the older Baltic giving him a safe feeling.

One more month, and all I need is a sign from

you that you think of me. If you don't
Then please just say so cause all I do
Is think of you

Eduard did have friends though. Raivis knew that. Lately, though, he hadn't heard much from the other boy. It was making him. . .sad? Maybe Raivis had done something to offend him.

And it's wearing me out
It's wearing me down
This holiday is nothing but frowns for me

Raivis sniffled, hugging his legs that were pulled up to his chest as he sat on the couch. Maybe he was just being stupid. But there always that possibility that he'd done something wrong, and he was going to leave him alone.

But I've got a gift, you see!
I'm making a list; Hell I'll check it twice!

Of all the things you've done in my life
Then I'll send it your way
So you see why I love you

Eduard had done much to help him. Simply sitting next to him had been nice. Even though he find a reason to slip out of the room when Ivan was around, he couldn't quite blame him too much. He had developed. . .feelings for the other boy?

Who would have thought that someone like me
Could of fall in love so easily.
I know that you know that i know what i want
I know I cant have it but give it a thought.
I know that it sounds crazy baby
but all I do is think of you.

Raivis couldn't help it. He had been thinking about Eduard for such a long time, but he doubted that Raivis had been stuck in Eduard's head. No.

I know it's hard to say
But it's a crying shame that I came all this way
With so much to say

Raivis headed over to Eduard's house. He knocked on the door. He was a bit anxious as he waited for the door to open.

"Ah, Raivis!" Eduard greeted, almost seeming surprised.

Raivis, j-just say it! R-Remember! The worst thing h-he could d-do is r-reject you. B-But that seems b-bad too. . .

"H – Happy holiday!" he blurted out. Both were surprised, and Raivis' hand flew up to cover his mouth. A bright shade of red painted on the smaller boy's face, the two stood in an awkward silence. Raivis turned and fled the scene, despite Eduard trying to call him back. Raivis arrived at his own house, panting and trying to catch his breath. He leaned against the door, sliding down to have his butt meet the ground.

But all that came out was "Happy Holiday"