So this is my first fanfiction and I want to point out that English is not my first language so if there are problems please contact me

Violet POV:

"Why I got persuaded to enroll in this school?" I thought high voice as I descended from Airship, outside it there was to receive me the Ozpin Professor, director of Beacon, "Are you ready to get started belatedly this school year?" And how much I answer the other way and go away and come back home I replied "of course". I took my bags and headed for school with the teacher, as we walked he told me "I'm sorry I did not tell you before, but you have to make a combat exam, I know it's difficult but try to stay calm and fight without overdoing" while he was saying this, my face changes color because of anxiety, I had to fight against an unknown person and probably will go wrong while I was thinking this, I stopped in front of a window where I watched me with a little of disgust. I was high, I had long hair purple and red eyes, and I was wearing my usual black jeans and a black tank top, and wore my lucky boots, I had to fight, without a battle dress, to be admitted to this school "hooray, are not even registered there, and I'll look like an idiot." As I leave the luggage in the hall, I noticed that I had lost! While I was thinking how find the way and do not think that anxiety was killing me a beautiful girl with pink hair and different colored eyes, which made her even more pretty, she asked me if I was lost. "Yes, I have to do a combat examination for admission but I lost sight of Professor Ozpin and now I do not know where to go" "Then I'll take you to the arena training where various tests are also held, however, my name is Neopolitan, but you can call me Neo, what is yours?" whao, it's cute the name also, and while I was doing my classical idiot face 'yes, I haven't so much confidence in myself' "Violet, my name is Violet Valentine". Meanwhile we walked to the arena I spent the whole time watching Neo that was damn good and I am nothing compared to her, but the color of my hair is more beautiful because they are purple and I love purple. And finally we arrived at this mysterious arena and while I looked around Neo said "I have to go however I'll watch your battle, good luck!" And she went away towards 4 girls among whom was a young girl who did lots funny faces that made me smile a little. After a few minutes I heard a voice of a professor, I think, announcing the match "now will compete Violet Valentine and Phyrra Nikos, if Miss Valentine will be judge corretly she may register as a student in this school." When I listened to those words the anxiety consumes me more, after I calmed down again 'yes, I am also very insecure' I approached the center of the arena where there was already my challenger waiting for me "Pleasure Violet, I'm Phyrra" and I said "nice to meet you" while I was thinking about how she kicked me in the ass. And now begins the clash. She uses a javelin and shield while I use my gunblade, the Vorpal Blade, and without much thought she sling on me with a series of quick shots alternating spears and kick but unfortunately I can't do much, I can only parry her attack waiting for an opening in her defense. And the opening in her defense came but when I go to aim to pull the trigger "Why I can't pull the trigger? Why I so afraid?! Why every time I hear your stupide voice?! Silence". While struggling to regain control over me throwing slash and was shooting blindly, during these deliriums I injured Phyrra "now kill her like kill her just like you killed.." that action, albeit unintentional, and that sentence made me lose control "SHUT UP! SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP! I DIDN'T KILLED HER!" however that phrase is repeated inside my head "BE SILENCE OR ELSE I WILL SILENCE YOU ONCE AND FOR ALL" while I screamed those words I'd pointed the gunblade to my stomach but the voice don't want to shut up. ""Oh oh you impale you as you kill her?" at those words pierced me with my gunblade the stomach "Why I am a crazy out of control?" and with tears in my eyes before passing out I could only say "I'm sorry big sister, I disappointed you again".