"I shall take your soul and make you my bride Loni

"I shall take your soul and make you my bride Loni. You will never have to bare this pain again," A soothing voice had once said to me. I knew back then that he was lying through his teeth and that he is lying to me now. Yet he's my best friend and the "King of Vampires". His name Kaworu (no last name). He's the one that had changed me.

I hate that I'm a "runaway" from love. I have left all the people that I have ever loved and I hate myself for it. I loved Kakashi-sensei, and he broke my heart. I thought that if I ran from him and moved then I wouldn't have to see him again, or the quicker way was to die and go to hell with Kaworu. I chose hell and my best friend who loved me. Kakashi didn't know that I had moved (talk about oblivious) and was searching for me. Kaworu saw that I wasn't going to be cooperative with him after I fell in love with Gaara, so he let me on the surface again; on one condition, I would have to return to him if Gaara and I broke up. I accepted it and lived on the surface for 2 years as a Vampire. In that time I had met a Kitsune and she said that she was related to Kyuubi... I think that she's his younger sister... Anyway ... She and Deidara have been together and found me on the way so they could kill Gaara I might add... but yeah I didn't let them. I befriended them and shit so they wouldn't hurt my Gaara.

About 3 years had past and Gaara became the Kazkage and was about to go to a war. He called the best ninjas in the village and our allies the Leaf... Turns out that Kakashi was one of the strongest there and it brought back very painful memories.

"He has no clue that I'm here. He doesn't even think that I'm still alive ... Does he? ..." I would say to myself pacing in a room where no one could spot me panicking.

Elizabeth and me were almost like very close sisters by then and she could basically ... no I take that back COULD read my mind and I hers. She found me and said that I needed to get my mind in order (which she really doesn't have the right to talk SORRY ...) because she was getting a headache from listening to me ramble. Dei walks in and tells her that she shouldn't be listening in the first place and stuff like that usually does happen. But she and I can't just turn it off just like that we have to concentrate to do so.

Turns out that Kakashi did think that I was dead and by then his heart had turned to ice. He had given NO emotion to anyone else. Even to his students. Man if he could hear the things that they said about him in their minds he would flip out...

This is how I see his students…

The pink haired one is always acting like a bitch in my opinion –I think she calls herself Sakura; she says one thing then thinks another. It's driving me insane and she's always thinking about this "Sasuke" guy. Man do I feel sorry for that pathetic boy.

Then this blue haired boy –I think he's the pathetic boy named Sasuke- he keeps to himself and has hard feelings towards his older brother. I can't read much more then that.

And finally Kakashi's last student; he's blond and hyper-active. He has more strength than a normal boy should. I looked deeper into his mind and found Kyuubi sealed within. I believe that this guy's name is "Naruto". But you can never be too sure about those kinds of things.

Anyways back to Kakashi, he thought that I was dead and had turned his heart to ice. He never forgave himself for leaving me. He thought that I committed suicide –I guess that you could kinda say that I did- but for the most part I just begged for another life.

The story begins with Kakashi finding me with Gaara ……