Title: This Feeling

Genre: Romance, Angst

Rated: K+

Fandom: Ouran High School Host Club

Disclaimer: Ouran High School Host Club belongs to Bisco Hatori-sensei

Warning: OOC, Shounen-ai, twincest, bad grammar (English is not my native language :D)

A/N: A short FFic about Kaoru's feelings to Hikaru :D

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"Hikaru!" called Kaoru.

Hikaru turned around, looking at his twin brother, "What is it, Kaoru?"

"It's I...I―" Kaoru bit his lips. He really couldn't voice his feelings. He had been hiding the feelings he had for his twin brother.

"Could you make it fast? Haruhi's waiting for me," replied the elder twin.

"Eh?" then he chuckled softly. "Just...forget about it. It's not really important," Kaoru forced a smile. He saw his twin brother walked away from him, without looking back, leaving him there alone.

Kaoru sighed, "I know it wouldn't be this easy. Having this 'love' for your own brother? Don't be silly, Kaoru," he talked to himself. Kaoru gritted his teeth, "You know, Hikaru? I never really act when we were at the host club. I always hope that the time won't flow; so that you could just touch me and put up that entire act," he chuckled.

"Even if they're all act, I really wish so. After all...we're brothers, right?" he forced himself to smile, turning it into a sad-like smile.

"I...couldn't wish more than that..." whispered Kaoru.

"Kao...ru?"

Kaoru gasped and looked at the guy in front of him. He could see himself―no, his twin brother standing there, with Haruhi too. "H-Hikaru!"

"You..." Hikaru's wide eyes looked at Kaoru in disbelieving.

"You heard that...Hikaru?" asked Kaoru.

Hikaru grabbed Haruhi's hand and faced against him, "I never thought that my twin would have that feeling for me. We're twins, Kaoru!" shouted Hikaru. He―once again―walked away with Haruhi, leaving Kaoru all alone again.

Kaoru froze for a second. Hikaru hated him. That's all that he knew. He buried his face in his knees, hiding the tear that escaped his eyes, "You're so pathetic, Kaoru..."

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"Uwaaa!" Kaoru snapped his eyes opened. Looking around, he's in his bedroom.

"It's...a dream?" asked Kaoru to himself softly. He ran his fingers through his hair, and then he turned to look at his brother who's sleeping beside him.

He softly whispered, "Don't worry... He won't know my true feelings... He won't..." Kaoru fell back to his bed again and continue to sleep.

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A/N: G-Gomenasai *bows* This must be really OOC and short. I just can't resist the urge to write a FFic about them! But―But it seems it turned out a total failure. I'm still really wondering whether I should keep this FFic or not. If you feel like this is just a spam, just tell me :D I'll delete this right away! I won't mad or anything since I really hate spam too :D Please, your opinions c: Oh! I accept flames as well...