I used to be sane.
In fact, I used to be very logical. I could reason with myself and others, doing the smart thing. Until Hunter Zolomon took me to his lair.
I, a good person, fell in love with a villain.
Even then I reasoned with myself. I knew it wouldn't last. I knew that we could never agree on good vs evil, that the difference was too great, that I would lose him in the end. I knew there would be no happy ending.
And I was right.
But when the unhappy ending came...
That was when I lost my sanity.
You can judge me. I've made my peace with the fact that I will be judged. I will be judged for loving a man who has killed hundreds of people, and tried to destroy every world in the multiverse. I will be judged for not stopping him. I will be judged for my emotions.
Let me now be judged for my actions.
Because I while I was right about everything else, I was wrong about one thing: I cannot live without Jay Garrick. So I will find him, no matter what name is using or what earth he is on.
No matter the cost to myself. Because without him, I have nothing. I am no one. And I love no one.