Makeshift Heart
Chapter 1 The Norm
Rigby's POV
He pushed into me, going faster and faster I was near my limit and so was he, I finally couldn't take it anymore, he kept hitting button that made me feel lighter than air and I felt like I was about to explode, I felt the pressure build up and the tingling spreading from my groin to the rest of my body, I finally let go and climaxed with Mordecai doing the same. After climaxing, we both lay still in the bed under the covers, he was smiling and so was I but on the inside I felt used and dirty. I know that he is my best friend but I wanted more, I wanted him to actually love me and not just be his sex toy, someone to be used when needed like a tool.
I climbed over Mordecai and got dressed, "Wait where you going?" "Out for a walk." Before he could say anything else I walked out of the room, down the stairs and out of the house. I didn't know where I wanted to go, so I just let body go numb and I started walking in a straight line. I started to cry, I'm such an idiot, and how could I fall in love with Mordecai of all people? Why am I cursed to love him? Why do I stick around letting him use me? No matter how many times I wiped the tears, they just keep falling, not paying attention I bumped into someone. I looked up to say sorry and saw it was Jeremy, even though he and Chad replaced us for a while I personally had no bad feelings for him towards him, a week afterwards he called me and apologized and we were friends ever since, Mordecai said he didn't trust him but he never gave me a reason why.
I quickly wiped my tears and smiled, "Rigby! Man, it's been a minute dude! How are you?" he picked me up and hugged me, and all of a sudden I'm crying into his shoulder. He just held me, "Whoa Rigby what's wrong? Are you okay?" To be honest, I felt like I was dying inside. After my mini melt down, he let me down, "Sorry about that Jeremy, there's been a lot on my mind and I just…" "Hey man its cool, we all have our limits. Wanna go get coffee?" "Um, yeah, coffee would be nice." He grabbed my hand and I blushed, I'm not a baby I wanted to scream but it felt good, don't ask me why but it just was.
We started walking and about 20 minutes later we were at a café, he opened the door letting me go in first, "So Rigs, whatcha want?" "Black coffee, with extra sugar please." After we ordered we sat at a nearby table, and just sipped our coffee. "So tell me Rigby, what's going on?" I sipped my coffee saying nothing, there was silence but not for long. "Ok then, how is Mordecai doing?" The tears fell and there wasn't anything I could do to stop them, I don't even know why I started to cry again. "You know what? Let's go to the mall." I wiped my eyes and raised an eyebrow, "The mall? Why?" he shrugged, "Well do you have anything better to do? Or do you just not want to hang out with me?" He started to pout and I couldn't help but chuckle, "Well, it is my day off so why not?"
He smiled, we got to talking about school and videogames and stuff when my phone rang. I looked at the screen and it read Mordecai. Out of habit I was going to answer it but I sent him straight to voicemail and I turned off my phone, it's my day off, no real reason to keep it on. Besides, I've had enough of that bastard for now. I turned back towards Jeremy and I couldn't help but smile.
We left the café and caught a bus going into the city, once there we just strolled around window shopping and enjoying ourselves. We went to an Italian restaurant for lunch, we tried each other's food and laughed, while window shopping, I turned on my phone so I could use my camera, the screen came on and said I had 10 missed calls from Mordecai and 3 new voicemails. I put it back in my pocket a little annoyed when I saw a photo booth. I dragged Jeremy over and we took some photos, it was full of funny faces and smiles.
It was close to 6 when we headed back towards the park, when we arrived he walked me to the park gate, "Well Rigs I hope we can do this again soon." I nod, "I hope so too Jerry, see you later." He turned around to leave, "Wait Jeremy." He turned back around and looked me in the eye, "Yea Rigby?" "Thanks for today, I really needed to get out of the house." He smiled at me, "Anytime Rigs, I'll text you later."
What a day, I walked back towards the house, once I opened the door, I headed towards the kitchen for a snack when I saw Mordecai. "So where were you?" "None of your fucking business." I grabbed a soda and made my way towards our room, he followed "Dude where were you all day? I was seriously getting worried, you were gone for like 7 hours!" I rolled my eyes, "I was hanging out with Jeremy."
His eyes narrowed, clearly pissed, "Why were you hanging out with such a poser?" "Because I can, and he's a friend." His jaw dropped and he looked surprised, "Why're you friends with such a loser?" "I don't know Mordecai, why are you and I friends?" It took him a minute to get the question but when he did, he looked even angrier, "Dude, so not cool." "No, what's not cool is you telling me who I can and can't be friends with, you don't own me! So you need to step the fuck off because you're not my boyfriend!" The room was quiet, so quiet that you could probably hear a feather fall or even a pin drop. Finally, Mordecai just turned around and slammed the door behind him, oh shit, what just happened? I sigh and turn facing the wall suddenly feeling very exhausted, I close my eyes and drift off to sleep.