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Just came to mind while I was Searching songs.

The song for this fic is Sleeping To Dream - Jason Mraz

Disclaimer: I don't own Matt or Mello or Death Note... Suck's Huh.

Enjoy~

Matt's POV

I layed awake, like I had been doing for the past four hours.

I was ridiculously tired, and as much as I tried, I just couldn't sleep. Without my Mello next to me it felt terribly lonely, I was swallowed up by the growing silence; there was no smooth, deep breathing to be heard from the opposite side of me. I calmed myself down with the inclination that Mello hates leaving me, which he does, he rarely leaves me but he was set on beating Near, on the Kira case- and when duty calls...

I forced my eyes shut.

I'm dreaming of sleeping next to you...

I'm feeling like a lost little boy in a brand new town,

I'm counting my sheep and each one that passes is another new dream,

to ashes,

and they all fall down,

And as I lay down tonight,

I close my eyes,

what a beautiful sight.

I finally drifted into sub-consciousness. I awoke and Mello was asleep next to me, curled against my chest. A blush crept up my cheeks. He was beautiful. The way his golden hair stood out, a goden beacon enticing me, his face looking perfectly content and the early morning light made his natural gleaming beauty stand out. he looked like an angel- totally at peace with himself. Just dropping down to lay with me and reward me with his perfect appearance.

My Mello, perfect in beauty and in soul.

I leant towards him and gently he stirred and opened his eyes, looking straight up at me and revealing the most beautiful blue eyes.

Sleeping to dream about you,

and I'm so tired,

Of havin' to live without you,

But I,

I don't mind,

Sleeping to dream about you,

and I'm so tired,

Oh,

yes I am,

I smiled, Living without him was a nightmare, but I knew I had to. So I hugged her tight, somehow thinking that if I kept hold of him, he could never leave me. Mello let out a small gasp when I grabbed him but soon returned the embrace. We stayed like this for a while, just sat together- just us- for those few seconds of perfection we were the only two people in the world. I nuzzled my nose into his hair.

Shampoo and chocolate, that familiar, comforting smell.

"Good morning" I said barely a whisper,

He looked up at me and smiled and I couldn't help but smile back, he was wonderful. A heart stopping sight to wake up to. His smile simply takes my breath away.

I slowly pushed my lips against his and he slid his tongue across my bottom lip, asking for entrance which I granted almost right away. We fought for dominance for a while but he soon won, pushing me down onto the bed. I weaved my fingers into his hair and tugged lightly, when he snaked his hands down my sides. I could feel him smirking against me. It was pure bliss, the noises coming from him, the soft static from brushing skin, I took my time, tracing my hands up and down his back while he licked and nibbled softly at the skin on my neck, getting all my sensitive spots.

I found myself in the riches,

Your eyes,

your lips,

your hair,

Well you were everywhere,

out there,

I woke up in the ditches,

I hit the light and I thought you might be here,

But you were nowhere, Oh love,

Well, you were not at home,

As I lay myself back to sleep,

This love that I pray that I can keep,

I awoke suddenly in the darkness of our lonely room, breathing heavily, I climbed out of bed and flipped on the lights.

He was nowhere... Well, he wasn't here. I sighed and climbed into Mello's side of the bed, Inhaling his smell, Calming once again. Oh how I missed him. My phone vibrated, startling me. Quickly I picked it up.

'Message from Mells'

'I Love You Mattie Goodnight xxxxxxxxx'

A single tear fell down my cheek, I loved that he cared. I couldn't wait to see him once again.

With Mello's text in mind, and the sent of his pillow, I went back to sleep once again hoping the next time I woke, I would really have my Chocoholic back in my arm's.

Quietly, almost a whisper...

'I Love You Mello.'

A.N

It was a spur of the moment thing :) hoped you liked Review please :D *Hugs*