Long lost words, whisper slowly, to me

Still can't find what keeps me here

When all this time I've been so hollow inside

~*~

I am nothing.

I am a living shell. A body, lacking of a soul.

I feel nothing.

Why am I still here? Roaming this earth in search of something unattainable. I know not what binds me to

this realm. I should have passed on to the world of the dead long ago. All I desire, my entire being is

begging.to die.

~*~

Watching me

Wanting me

I can feel you pull me down

Fearing you

Loving you

I won't let you pull me down

~*~

Your eyes penetrate my back. I know you're there. Watching me. I can feel your desire building. The dirty

thief's tainted heart still lies within you, the heart that wanted me.

~*~

Haunting you

I can smell you alive

Your heart pounding in my head

~*~

I can feel you coming closer. I'm teasing you, aren't I? Haunting your mind.you plan to use me. Don't you?

Use me for selfish desire, like you used the hanyou. I wont let you. Not this time.

~*~

Watching me

Wanting me

I can feel you pull me down

Saving me

Raping me

Watching me

~*~

You don't love me, you want me. I hate you. I hate the hanyou. I hate my reincarnation, I hate all life.

I have something to ask of you though. If you love me, you will do it. Let me pass. Let me leave this world of

sadness, hate and desire. That is all I wish. To die. I do not want to live like this, a miko of sorrow. Alone for

eternity. I do not belong here, please understand.

I wont let you use me. I wont ruin more lives.

I am a miko of sorrow. Please let me go.

~*~

Watching me

Haunting me

I can fear you haunt me down

Fearing you

Holding you

I won't let you pull me down