Hey! So this is my first proper Fan Fiction so if it's bad i'm soooooooo sorry :)

Just give it a try and tell me what you think xD

"Wonder where the LaPush boys are" Gemma said casually.

"Probably out saving lives" I muttered

Ashlynne laughed and looked up toward the cliff. "Im sure they would be with them being the 'protectors' and all but there up on the cliffs.

We all looked up and sure enough all of them were stood on top of the cliff talking and acting like typical teenagers.

"I hope they all fall off and die" I said brightly.

"What have you got against them Kota?" Sophie asked "You've never spoke to them"

I scoffed and glanced up at them. "I used to date one of them but the bastard left me when he joined them. He's found someone else now and im out the picture completely" I told them.

Carmel hugged me and sighed "You dont have much luck with guys do you?"

Me and boys dont seem to mix. Sure i've had boyfriends and all that jazz they just never seem to last long and that doesnt look good. I was with Jared for about 7 months when he joined Sam and his gang. I didnt see him for 4 weeks so i came down to LaPush and spotted him with this other girl. I broke down then and slowly sank into depression that ive only recently come out of. The girls were amazing and helped me every step of the way and its helped. A lot.

We were all at First beach today because it was finally not raining and we were all bored. Schools out so what else are we meant to do? theres absolutely nothing to do in Forks. I moved here four years ago and within the first year i had done everything humanely possibly...twice. Theres only so many times you can go hiking and eat hamburgers. Thats why we all came down to LaPush for the day. We hardly ever come down here and it makes a nice change because theres more to explore here. Yeah i sound immature but i'm 17 and i get bored easily. I stood up and stripped of my Vest top to reveal my bright blue bikini top. The girls all gave me weird looks but i just smiled at them.

"Im gonna tan" I smiled "I think the whole pale look is overrated"

"Theres hardly any sun" Gemma pointed out.

"I know but i still reckon we could get a small tan out of it"

They all rolled their eyes at me and watched as i grabbed my ipod and Sophies speakers. I went through all my songs and decided on one that would definately get the boys attention. Its our favourite song and we always dance to it. I jumped up as Somebody to Love by Justin Bieber blasted through the speakers. The girls copied me and we all started to dance and writhe around while laughing our heads off. We were so caught up in the moment that we didnt notice when somebody came up behind us. They coughed and i jumped slightly. I turned round and came face to face with Jared.

"Hey Lakota" He said with a big smile on his face.

I raised my eyebrows and folded my arms "What do you want?"

"We saw you down here and i just thought that id come and say hey"

"Hey" I said sarcastically.

"Jared" A girly voice said from somewhere in the crowd of boys. "Whos she?"

A girl stepped forward and i glared at her. Shes the same girl i saw him with before my whole mental breakdown thing. I just looked at her. Everybody was giving me a weird look apart from these two boys at the back that were messing around. The girls were all frozen just glaring at Jared. Lets just say that they werent best pleased with him.

"Kim this is Lakota. We..erm..dated for a little while" He told her. He looked at me and grinned. "Lakota this is kim and shes absolutely amazing"

Kim giggled and kissed him on the lips. Jared responded immediately and pulled her to him. My eyes filled up with tears and Ashlynne came forward and held my hand reassuringly. One of the boys pushed Jared out the way and came forward holding his hand out. I took it and shook it quickly. I gasped when we first made contact. His hand was so warm that hes gotta be ill or something because he's shirtless aswell so he cant be warm in this weather.

"I'm Jacob" He said politely. He looked over at Jared and Kim who were now full on snogging. I followed his gaze and quickly looked back. It hurt seeing him like that with someone else. He was the first person that i ever truly loved and now, because of him, i believe that love doesnt exist. Its just hormones.

"I'm sorry about them" He apologised "We have to put up with it all the time. We've got to the point where we have to sneak out without either one of them noticing or we're stuck with them"

I laughed humourlessly and attempted to smile up at Jacob, who was at least a whole head taller than me.

"It's fine" I reassured him because he was giving me a worried look. "I dont really care anymore. Let him do what he wants"

"But Kota..." Gemma started.

"It's fine" I snapped.

The girls all nodded and smiled at me. Ashlynne bit her lip but i glared at her and she let it go. I grinned and turned back to the boys.

"Are you gonna introduce me then?" I asked Jacob with a grin on my face. He grinned back and coughed to get the hot/giant/superhot guys to pay attention to us all. They all turned round and looked at me with grins on their faces. One of them was gorgeous. He had tanned skin like the rest of them, green eyes like me and bed head hair. He caught me eyeing him up and i blushed. His eyes raked my body and a satisfied grin replaced his friendly one. Oh. I see why. I'm in my bikini and denim shorts. Right.

"This is Paul, Quil, Seth, Leah, Collin, Brady and Embry" He said pointing to each individual one. I went down the line intending to shake each of their hands but i got bear hugs of all of them. Exept Embry. I held my hand out and he took it. I looked up to grin at him, which was easy because he was shorter than Jacob. Something really weird happened. Our eyes met and neither of us seemed able to move them. Embrys grin got bigger and he tightened his grip on my hand slightly. I gave him a confused look and his facial expression suddenly went from him appearing to be in complete bliss to him looking absolutely furious. His grip on my hand tightened dramatically and i gasped from the pain. He moved his gaze from me to the forest but didnt let go of my hand. My breathing got laboured and i closed my eyes and bit my lip. He threw my hand down and ran into the forest. I watched him run and quickly sprinted after him, ignoring the shouts from my friends and Jacobs. I felt a pull towards him and something in my mind was telling me to follow him. To find him. I gritted my teeth and ignored the pain

that was pulsing from my hand as i ran on into the forest.

Revieeeeeeeeeeeew :D