Hi everyone, welcome to my newest fanfic about Soul Eater, i really hope you like it. I'm trying something new, I have a friend who was really depressed and I got this idea to show her that I love her, she is like a sister. But anyways please review, I will be trying to update as often as possible, but that might be hard with having a different fanfic that I'm working on at the same time.

WARNING: Self harm, Fluff, and Depression.

Disclaimer: I don't own Soul Eater or any of the carters.

The green eyed girl sat on the couch looking at her black nails, he bangs casting shadows into her damaged eye. Theres were the eyes of a girl that had killed, that was lost, broken even. She heard the footsteps and the couch indent as the body fell next to her small frame. She quickly turned her arms to try to hide the red lines that had stopped bleeding, but it was too late.

The boy sighed "Again Maka?" The white haired boy asked, he reached over cupping his big hands around her small ones with ease. His red eyes filled with worry. "Why now, its been 3 months since…." He trailed off remembering finding her almost lifeless body on the floor a pool of blood around it. "Not again. You can't do this to me, I can't lose you." He shuddered and let go of her hands. He looked down at the floor clenching his hands into fists and grinding his shark like teeth together.

"Soul I can't do this, I can't live with her gone." Maka voice caught on the lump in her throat. "Mama can't be gone, and I can't live if she is." Maka had learned about her mothers death 2 days before, and it too much for her to bare.

Maka's mom had died shortly after they had defeated Asura, when she needed her most. The course of her death was a knife to the heart. Suicide. Maka had learned about if after 4 days had past and was devastated. She had made it 2 days then lost all control, that when the red lines started to appear.

Soul slammed his hands on his legs making Maka jump "Damn it, you promised. You cant do this to us not again. You father, he…." He trailed off remembering when Spirit found out last time. "He'll kill me…." He said his voice now a whisper.

Maka's eyes were wide, she always forgot about that Soul cared about her. Also her father, he loved her, but he's gone now, 'Just like mama.' She thought burying her head into her knees letting out the sobs that she had been choking down. "I..I..I'm….sorry…... Soul." was all she could get out in between sobs.

"Maka…" His voice was sweet and calming. Soul slowly pulled her into him, resting his head on top of her shaking body. "It will be ok, Ill make it ok." His former anger gone. 'Ill protect you from the monsters.' He thought still hodingher but now rocking her ever so slightly.

"Soul…..?" She looked up at his face as their eyes met.

"Ya." His voice calm but deep in thought.

"Why do you care. You dont need me, your Deaths Death Scythe." She looked down why saying this afraid to head what his would say.

Soul blinked at the question that he was asked, a blush creeping its way into his face. "Because, I need you, I can't live with out you." He said with his voice shaking a little.

"No you don't and you can live without a broken girl."

"Maka…" He put his cool hand under her chin making her look at him "No I can't." He lowered his head and kissed her, he had wanted to do this for years.

Maka sat there too stunned to move, his warm lips pressed to her cold ones. He moved away slightly to see how she would react. Her body unfroze, her hand found his and she moved so they were kissing again. Her body that moments before was froze had warmed up. She never guessed that this would happen but now was happy it did. But happiness does not stay with broken people. Soon she moved away and returned her gaze to her black nails.

"I'm sorry." Soul mumbled.

"Don't be." She said her voice flat.

Soul grunted and got up walking back into his room. Maka lied down on the couch and fell asleep in seconds.

Chapter one is a wrap, hope you like it, please review and tell me what you thought.