Disclaimer: I do not own the teen titans

This story is from Beast Boys POV. I wrote this when I was kinda depressed, thanks for checking it out. Please review and I'll do the same for you.

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Dear Diary,

I stayed up late last night helping Robin research, so I was tired today. Not that I would have slept well anyways. Would you be able to sleep right after seeing the woman you loved murdered before your eyes? That was a week ago today. Her death only lasted a few minutes, but she told me the pain was unbearable. I held her in my arms as she began to fade away and let my tears fall freely. Before she left, I gathered up the courage to tell her what I wish I had told her long ago. I told Raven I loved her. She looked into my eyes and gave me a weak smile. Then she was gone. Thanks to Slade, I'll never know how she felt. Did she love me back or even think I was being serious? My sweet Raven is gone forever, to where I do not know, but where ever she is, I hope I will meet her there soon.

My Final Entry,

Beast Boy

Beast Boy set down his diary and walked over to his desk. He picked up the knife that lay by his suicide note and looked at his reflection in it. His eyes once filled with life had grown dull & cold and his face no longer held any emotion. He knew the other Titans had been worried about him the past week, and he couldn't blame them. He had stopped eating and had become very quiet. Most of his time was spent by himself, only leaving his room for bathroom breaks. Robin had been so worried, he forced Beast Boy to do some work with him. Beast Boy was grateful to see he was cared about, but life was hardly worth living without Raven. Unable to continue thinking about the Titans without feeling bad for them, he decided it was time to go. He felt no regret as he slid the blade across his throat. A twinge of pain, then darkness.

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When he opened his eyes again, Beast Boy saw a light. He walked towards it and when he got to the end, he found who he was there for.

"Raven is that really you?" Beast Boy asked, praying he wasn't dreaming.

"Yes Beast Boy, its me, but I wasn't expecting you here for a long time, why did you kill your self?" Raven asked him, truly curious why he would give up his own life.

"Raven, I couldn't live without you, you meant too much to me, I love you."

"I love you too Beast Boy, and for you to sacrifice yourself in such a way, I know you must feel the same."

Raven grabbed Beast Boys hand and for the first the in his existence, he felt complete.

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Well that was it, thanks for reading :) Please review, I'll take even short ones, I just wanna know how my writing is. It was kinda short, but oh well Until next time

kmutt