This is the story that the preview came out from
A/N: I am so sorry that it took me so long to post the first chapter. I have been having a massive writer's block. Oh yeah, before I forget, this is for those who read the preview. The story is slightly changed. Read to find out the changes!
Disclaimer: I own nothing
Warnings: This is slash and it will have sexual content, rape, attempted rape, abuse, Harry/Voldemort and others as well as suicidal thoughts on Harry's behalf. Harry will also be a youkai.
Now betaed! Many thanks, hugs and kisses to pinaygurl28 for betaing this!
Normal pov
Harry lay in his bed that was now soaked with his blood, cuts and bruises covering his feminine but strong body. His emerald eyes were haunted, the fire that was always there had disappeared. Suddenly, there was determination on his eyes. He sat up, walked to his wardrobe, took out a shirt and pants, put on his sneakers and after freeing Hedwig from her cage, he let her go flying and then he jumped out of the window and landed on the ground.
Without making a sound, he started running. When he was sure he was outside of the wards, he turned on the spot and appeared out of Voldemort's manor. Harry approached the door and knocked twice, not expecting a human looking Voldemort would be the one to open the door.
Voldemort's pov
I heard a knock on the door and started wondering who it would be. I checked the wards and saw that they were in place. That meant that no one would be able to enter the manor while he or she was harbored any ill will towards me.
I opened the door and was surprised to see Harry Potter standing there, trails of dried tears on his cheeks and blood, cuts and bruises covering his whole body. "Potter. What the hell are you doing here? Never mind that, how the hell can you be here without my wards forcing you to leave?" Potter looked at me and said with a trembling voice: "Kill me." I was stunned. Here was Potter, the boy – who – lived – to – annoy – me – by – never – dying asking me to kill him.
Of course I didn't show that I was surprised. I just gestured him to enter my home because I just had to satisfy my curiosity. Why the hell would Harry James Potter, the – boy – who – lived, the savior of the world or whatever they call him now want me to kill him? It just didn't make sense. After he reluctantly entered the house I closed the door. I led him to my private study and offered him a chair. He eyed me surprised but sat down.
"Now, can you tell me why the hell you came here and asked me to kill you?" His eyes filled with tears and a sob escaped him. "I can't take the life Dumbledore," he said his name with venom leaking out, making me understand just how much he loathed the headmaster of his school. "has laid out for me. You can take over the whole world and I won't care, but that isn't what Dumbledore wants, is it? He made me live with abusive muggles that aren't even my relatives, thinking that I would kill you so that you wouldn't take over England. He thought that if I looked like the Potters, that I would act like them. Too bad that he forgot youkai come into their inheritance earlier than others and every single spell that has been cast on them will be destroyed."
"Youkai? You are a youkai?" Voldemort said, stunned, even though he would never admit it, as hell. "Yes, I am a youkai. My youkai form is a mixture of fox, dragon, siren, shadow demon, water demon, earth demon, fire demon, blood demon and a nymph. My mother was the siren, and she decided to go with eight different demons the same time. All nine of them died after mother became pregnant to make me come out of mother as soon as possible. Because mother was a woman that desired power over anything else, she went with the princes of those demons, being a princess herself. The siren god herself blessed me when she took me out of my dead parents bodies and said that I was produced by such a union because of a prophesy."
"A prophesy?" "Yes. The prophesy Dumbledore tried to hide because he felt that he was threatened. You see, you are the light lord while he is the dark lord. You are the light lord because you always tell the truth and never promise anything you can't do. While he is always lying or saying half truths and promises things he can't do."
"Can you tell me your form?" Voldemort asked, curiosity showing in his eyes.
"Well, because of my fox father I got fox ears and a tail. From my dragon father, I got wings and the power to control the air element. From the nymph... I got long black wavy hair, the power to control nature, and the ability for my eyes to change according to my moods.
"From the shadow demon, I got the power over shadows and two black tattoos of the shape of flame. From the earth, fire, blood, and water demons... I inherited the powers over those elements as well tattoos to represent them. For earth, my tattoo is a field, for fire it's the sun because it is hot, for blood it's a river of blood, and for water, of course, the sea.
"From my siren mother I inherited the voice of a siren, the feeling of being free at the sea, and the ability to transform into a merman whenever I am at the sea... though I don't become like the merepeople. In the ocean, I am in my human form, save for my legs that turns into a tail. I also get a tattoo from her. A siren being surrounded by a dragon, a nymph, and fox, blood, shadow, earth, fire, water and shadow demons."
"Wow. Now, tell me what happened when you were abused." Harry stiffened and opened his mouth to tell Voldemort that that would be a secret that he would take to death when Voldemort stopped him. "I was abused too so I can understand." And with those words, he made Harry relax. "I lived in a cupboard. I would be lucky if I got to eat three times a week. I did all the things that my aunt should do. Clean the house, go shopping, cooking, taking care of the garden etc. when I was twelve it got worse. Dursley raped me together with his son who was twelve as well." As he said the last part, Harry broke down, crying and sobbing, making my heart clench and vow to kill those two muggles in the most painful way possible.
I got up from the chair I was sitting and carefully warped him in a hug. "Before, you said that Dumbledore placed some spells on you. What were the spells that he placed on you? And when did he place them on you?" "He placed the spells on me every time I returned to the Durlseys and every time I returned to Hogwarts. There were seven spells. A spell to weaken my power, a spell to seal my youkai powers, a loyalty spell to make me loyal to him, a friendship spell for Weasley and Weasley, a spell to make me hate you and all the Slytherins, a spell to make me look like Lily and James and finally a spell to make me fall in love with Ginny." At the last one Voldemort felt jealous for no reason.
"When did you break them?" Voldemort asked curiosity and protectiveness rolling off him in great amounts. "When I was thirteen I broke the love spell. When I was fourteen I broke the hate spells. And at fifteen I broke all the other spells."
"Before you ask another question, answer this: Why are you so nice to me?" "When you entered the mansion, it welcomed you like it did me, who am the owner. I realized then that when I tried to kill you I accidentally made you a Horcrux, before you ask, a Horcrux is when someone splits his soul in pieces and places it in an item or a living entity." "Okay. Thanks for answering. You can ask me whatever you want to ask me."
"This is the last question. Who are the people that are precious to you?" "Why?" "So that I can invite them to spend the summer with us." Harry blushed at the 'us' part for no reason other than his demon side begging to take Voldemort as his mate.
"Oh. Thanks for that. My precious people are: Hermione Granger, All the Weasleys except the two youngest, Fleur who is Bill's wife, the Malfoy family, the Patil family, Pansy Parkinson, Blaise Zabini, Remus Lupin, Fenrir Greyback and his pack, the Lovegoods, the Longbottoms, Katie Bell, Angelina Johnson, Alicia Spinnet, Oliver Wood, Hannah Abbott, Susan Bones, the Creevey brothers, Lee Jordan, Dean Thomas, Seamus Finnegan, and my brother in all but blood who is blind and a half blood, Ray Sun."
"Tell me if they are half bloods, muggleborns or purebloods." "Why do you want me to do that? Do you still care about their blood status?" "No, it's not that. It's just that the muggleborns will be bound to each other by a blood brother ritual to the two of us so that we can protect them." "Oh. Okay then. Let's see." Harry took out a piece of paper and a pen and started writing down the information he had gathered on his precious people in case he had to run.
Hermione Granger: A muggleborn witch who is strong in healing, charms and transfiguration. Her parents are dentists. If you talk to her while she reads a book you can expect a shout, curses and spells. But if you insult her or someone she care about, be careful about her right hook. It hurts like hell. She is the strongest girl in our party. She is in love with Draco Malfoy.
Fred and George Weasley. Purebloods. They are prank masters and while the order of phoenix doesn't know this, the twins have invented several things that can be used in battle and they sell them as pranks. They are also very good at defense against the dark arts and the dark arts, so be careful at what you say at them as they are easily angered and can torture you with almost no remorse.
Bill Weasley: Pureblood. He is a curse breaker and his strong points are runes, transfiguration and charms. While his family is either too serious or pranksters he is easygoing but knows when to stop with pranks unlike the twins, and he knows when he can stop being serious unlike how his brother was when he was still at Hogwarts.
Percy Weasley: Pureblood. He was too serious when he went at Hogwarts. He became easier going after me and the others caught him, bound him in a chair and started changing him. He is our spy in the ministry. He is equally good in all subjects but is stronger in the dark arts. He is a master strategist. He also loves paperwork
Charlie Weasley: Pureblood. He is a true lover of dragons. He is stronger in charms, care of magical creatures and transfiguration. You should never insult someone he cares about because he will torture you or prank you till you can't take any more.
Arthur Weasley: Pureblood. He wants to know anything to do with muggle technology because he says: If we ever be in war with muggles or need to hide in the muggle world we must be able to either know about their power or how to blend in with them. He is a master of charms and potions. He is one of our spies in the Ministry.
Molly Weasley: Pureblood. She loves to cook and says that if someone eats then he will be taller. She says that mostly because I never eat too much. Her strong points are healing and potions. You must never underestimate her because she can kick your ass easily if you aren't the dark lord or me.
Fleur Weasley: Pureblood and a veela. She married Bill Weasley last year. Her strong points are seduction to take information, killing the ones she seduced, charms, healing and transfiguration. She has adopted me as her little brother because I saved her sister at fourth year.
Angelina Weasley: Half blood. She married Fred Weasley. Her strong points are charms and battle flying. She is one of the strongest girls in our party.
Alicia Weasley: Half blood. She married George Weasley. Her strong points are defense against the dark arts, dark arts, healing and battle flying. She is also one of the strongest girls in our party.
Katie Weasley: Half blood. She married Charlie Weasley. Her strong points are transfiguration, potions and battle flying. She is one of the strongest girls in our party. She, Angelina and Alicia are tied in the second place of the girls in our party.
Oliver Wood: Pureblood. He is equally good in all subjects but he is the best at battle flying and strategy. He can make your ears bleed easily. He also loves paperwork for some reason –cough Percy cough- and loves to talk with Percy.
Hannah Abbott: Half blood. She is the best at potions and healing. She likes Neville Longbottom. She is equally good at the other subjects. You must never underestimate her because you might end up in the hospital.
Susan Bones: Half blood. She likes Dean Thomas. She is the second best at potions and healing and she is equally good at the other subjects. Never underestimate her except if you want to nurse some broken bones
Colin Creevey: Muggleborn. He, for some strange reason likes Blaise Zabini. I can never understand why they like them so I just have fun watching him making a fool of himself when ever Blaise tells him something. He is the best at gathering information and taking photographs. He is good at all subjects.
Dennis Creevey: Muggleborn. He likes Seamus Finnegan for some strange reason. Like his brother, I can never understand him and love to see him making a fool out of himself every time he talks to Seamus. He is a good strategist and loves to draw. He is good at all subjects.
Lee Jordan: Half blood. He likes Luna Lovegood. He is a good information gatherer and strategist. He is good at all subjects. He is also very good at the dark arts. his best friends are the Weasley twins so be careful around him.
Dean Thomas: Muggleborn. He likes Susan Bones. He is our spy in the muggle world and tells us if the muggles have noticed us yet. He is good at all subjects but he knows charms better than the others.
Seamus Finnegan: Half blood. He likes Dennis Creevey. He is good at all subjects, but he is best at defense against the dark arts. He can kick ass and you shouldn't cross him.
Pansy Parkinson: Pureblood. She is in love with one of Fehnir pack members. She is a good information gatherer and one of our spies at Hogwarts. She is good at all subjects.
Blaise Zabini: Pureblood. He likes Colin Creevey. He is good at all subjects but he knows Charms and transfiguration better than the other subjects.
Remus Lupin: Pureblood. He is a werewolf. He loves Fenrir though he won't admit it. His strong points are charms and history. He is a former marauder and thus he is a prank master. Never make him angry or hurt his cub, aka me. He is good at all the other subjects.
Fenrir and pack: Half bloods except Fenrirwho is a pureblood. Fenrir is in love with Remus though he won't admit it either. One of his pack members likes Pansy. They are a strong pack and protected me from my muggle uncle when I was 11. they have adopted me as the cub of the pack. They are good at all subjects.
Luna Lovegood: Pureblood. She likes Lee Jordan. She has the Sight and can see the future. She is the prophet of the group and other than her Sight abilities; she is also one of the best at Charms.
Xenophilius Lovegood: Pureblood. he is the father of Luna Lovegood. He is good at gathering information. He is protective of Luna and me, because he made me his adoptive son. He is good at all subjects. Never make him angry because he knows some very good curses. He loves Narcissa Malfoy.
Augusta Longbottom: Pureblood. Grandmother of Neville Longbottom and mother of Frank Longbottom. She loves gardening and it also is one of her strong points. She can give everyone except me and the dark lord a run of their money with the spells she knows.
Neville Longbottom: Pureblood. He is actually very strong. He is good at gardening and herbology is his strongest point. He likes Hannah Abbott. He is extremely shy but he protects those who he cares about. He is a very good actor and acts as if he is Dumbledore's puppy. He is the spy we have on Dumbledore.
Alice Longbottom: Pureblood. She is not insane, she just acts like that. She is one of our spies at Saint Mungos. She is very good at transfiguration and charms. She is the wife of Frank Longbottom and the mother of Neville Longbottom. She is also my godmother. Never cross her. She is a martial arts master. She didn't like Frank at first because she thought he was a pervert after Peter Pettigrew threw him into the girls' bathroom and kicked him. she asked for forgiveness a week after that incident when Pettigrew told her that it was his fault that Frank fell in the girls' bathroom.
Frank Longbottom: Pureblood. He is not insane, he just acts like that. He is our other spy at Saint Mungos. He is very good at runes and history. He is the husband of Alice Longbottom and the father of Neville Longbottom. He first didn't like Alice because she thought he was a pervert and kicked him in the balls when Peter Pettigrew threw him into the girls' bathroom. She forgave her a week later when she came to ask for forgiveness.
Lucius Malfoy: Pureblood. He is the husband of Narcissa Malfoy through arranged marriage. He is half veela and his mates are the Patil twins. He is the father of Draco Malfoy. He is good at all subjects and a master at strategy. He holds a sisterly love for Narcissa even though they don't love each other romantically and are in a marriage. He loves his son very much and thanks the god that he gave Draco to him. he is another of our spies in the ministry.
Narcissa Malfoy: Pureblood. She is the wife of Lucious Malfoy through arranged marriage. She is in love with Xenophilius Lovegood. She is the mother of Draco Malfoy. She is a seer. She is good at all subjects. She loves Lucious as a brother and wishes for him to get the courage to ask his mate out. She loves her son very much and pampers him very much. She is very strong so be careful around her.
Draco Malfoy: Pureblood. He is the son of Lucious Malfoy and Narcissa Malfoy. He loves his parents very much. His strong points are potions and the dark arts. He relays to us everything his father finds. He is in love with Hermione Granger. He has been punched by her as hell and she broke his jaw. He is my adoptive big brother and fusses over me every time we are alone with the others.
Parvati and Padma Patil: Half bloods. They both are in love with Lucius Malfoy. They are equally good in all subjects except divination which they both love and are two of the best. They are our spies in Gryffindor.
Ray Sun: Half blood. He is an orphan and blind. He has been trained so that he won't need his eyes to see. He doesn't go to a magical school. Instead, he is trained in some magic lost for years, named shadow magic. That magic sends the one it attacks to the realm of the dead.
After Voldemort stopped reading the information, he saw Harry yawing. "Go to sleep. I will write the letters to send tomorrow to the people you wrote down." "Okay. Will you join me after you send them? I don't want to sleep alone." Voldemort smiled. "Yes, I will." With that Harry went to sleep and Voldemort started writing. After he finished, he went to join Harry in the bed that, in his sleep, snuggled close to Voldemort. Voldemort smiled, and wrapped his arms around Harry. He then proceeded to sleep. Harry and Voldemort smiled in their sleep, as they both saw dreams of each other.
This is the end of chapter one. next chapter is the letters and the responses! I might not publish it soon since the exams for me to pass this class approach, but I promise that I will do what I can!
For Loveless who told me some of my mistakes, I am not going to change the fact that Harry is a mixture of youkai, and while he looks like he is all powerful, he will struggle to learn his powers. I made him like that for a reason. If you think this is crap, then don't read it. Thanks for telling me that I wrote that he had a friendship spell for Hermione. I meant to write Weasley and instead I wrote Granger. Thanks for telling me that Blaise is a pureblood, I didn't know that and somewhere I read that he was a half blood, but I changed those two now.