Prologue – Bella POV
Heaven is you cool breath on my face.
Hell is knowing I will never feel it again.
Heaven is feeling your love through every movement and kiss.
Hell is knowing I was never good enough to hold you.
I am trapped between two entities.
Heaven, Hell.
Love, Hate.
Reality, Dreams.
This is my struggle to stay between the two powers that broke because my heart refuses to let go. It can't.
Chapter 1 – Endings
Edward POV (The Only one for a while)
I stared into her chocolate eyes. This was the last time I would feel, I had no doubt of that. This was the price I would pay for Tanya. I needed to accept that, but the selfish side of myself was making very convincing arguments to stay with them both, with my life and soul. I didn't let them win. As much as I wanted to give in, I couldn't. Tanya refused to let you keep her, I whispered to myself, so quietly she hadn't a hope of hearing, she'll forget you in a couple of years, marry Mike Newton. The thought repelled me but I had to deal with it, this was the second price.
With one swift kiss on her forehead I ran. I ran faster than I'd ever run before straight to the one person I never wanted to turn away from. But it was necessary this time, I wouldn't be much company anyways.
Tanya was waiting for me, her smile dazzling me as always, she handed me my keys without a word just a kiss on my lips, I pulled away. She narrowed her eyes and attempted to get into the passenger door, I locked it and drove swiftly away from her. While driving I read my texts. I had one from each of my family.
Alice : U stupid fool! Bella loves you! I will never forgive u never!
Carlisle: Edward think about this, I will respect your decision but really, is this what you want?
Emmett: U choose the wrong girl, man.
Esme: R u sure, Alice is angry, Rosalie is fuming, she has no words for u.
Jasper: Bella was beta brother
I quickly tossed my phone in the back seat and drove, just drove.