Reid gasped, arching his back underneath the other man's body. Wordless, pleading noises fell from his lips as he pressed himself against his lover. A hard bite to his shoulder reminded him that he had to be patient, and he forced himself to keep still. Reid could only lay there and pant as hard hands traveled down his sides, settling on his hips. He moaned soflty when the other man began to grind against him, kissing him hard and biting on his lips.
It was hard and rough, exactly what Reid needed; what they both needed. He could go to JJ when he needed emotional release, but he couldn't go to her for this. This forceful, physical release that only this man could give to him. He raked his nails down the other man's back, moving against him frantically now. A bruising kiss forced him back down, but he fought against it this time, wanting the struggle.
A hand yanked Reid's hair, forcing his head back and exposing his neck to bites and hard kisses. He made a desperate noise, and it was then his lover apparently decided to stop the teasing. When he finally, finally began getting him ready, Reid thought he would sob in relief. This was something they should not do. If anyone found out…but the thought only gets him hotter, and now he's begging for it.
His lover is careful, always, but he doesn't hold back either, and soon they're fucking hard, shaking the bed. Reid thrashes underneath him, making senseless noises and reaching down to stroke his cock. His lover grasps his wrist to stop him, but before Reid can protest he's moving both their hands together, fast and tight over Reid's cock. The other man is faltering now, they're both so close and its only a few more thrusts until they collapse against each other, gasping.
Reid knows he needs to get up and leave soon; he never stays. That's not part of their agreement. Reid thinks that maybe he'll go to JJ's after he goes home for a shower. He feels less empty now, true, but the grief is still there.
JJ gives him a shoulder to cry on, but this man gives him what he really needs: to forget. And in return, he gives his lover what he needs to: to be forgiven.