This is a one shot songfic about Max thinking about Fang. It is set after Angel.
Disclaimer: I do not own Maximum Ride or any of it's characters. I also do not own the song 'Hear Me'.
I turned around after feeling a gust of wind, hoping it was Fang, but I wasn't that lucky. It was just a bird flying pretty close to me and settling down in a tree where I could also see other birds in. A sad smile made its way up to my face. They were one big family, with a daddy and mommy who loved each other.
Love… Fang… too many things remind me of him… but somehow, it didn't seem enough. I walked back home, stuck headphones on, and lay down on my bed.
Hear me
Hear me
You gotta be out there
You gotta be somewhere
He has to be somewhere on this earth, with Maya I sighed.
Wherever you are
I'm waiting
I was waiting for him. I was waiting for him to come back to me, tell me that he loved me and me only, tell me he was sorry and hold me close to him.
'Cause there are these nights when
I sing myself to sleep
I don't sing myself to sleep because I can't sing, but I do listen to my music at night and it soothes me, and sooner or later, I will fall asleep.
And I'm hoping' my dreams
Bring you close to me
I hoped that I could at least see him in my dreams, if not in real life. In my dreams, the moments are much sweeter, much better. In my dreams, he's really there.
Are you listening?
Sometimes I wonder whether he is actually listening or am I just talking to a brick wall. Does he actually get what I'm saying through his head?
Hear me
I'm crying' out
I'm ready now
Why doesn't he hear me? Why can't he hear me? I'm literally crying and screaming at him to come back, because I am more mature, and I can handle it.
Turn my world upside down
Find me
I'm lost inside the crowd
It's getting loud
I need him to make me whole again. It's so noisy and chaotic in her; I can't hear myself think… so many people… come find me, save me!
I need you to see
I'm screaming for you to please
Hear me
Hear me
Hear me
Can you hear me?
Hear me
Won't he just listen to me? Can he even hear my voice shouting?
I used to be scared of
Letting someone in
I was scared to letting him in at first. I didn't know how to love. I didn't know if it was real. I didn't know our love was real.
But it gets so lonely
Being on my own
It is lonely…
No one to talk to
And no one to hold me
Having no one to share what I'm really feeling, and no one to comfort me and tell me everything's going to be just fine when they're not.
I'm not always strong
Oh, I need you here
Are you listening?
I can't always be strong; I need someone to lean on for support, and not just anyone. He's not even listening…
Hear me
I'm crying' out
I'm ready now
Turn my world upside down
Find me
I'm lost inside the crowd
It's getting loud
I need you to see
I'm screaming for you to please
Hear me
I'm restless and wild
I fall, but I try
I need someone to understand
Can you hear me?
I'm not your average teenage girl. I'm different. I will try my best but I can't always win. I just need someone who understands me and knows the real me.
I'm lost in my thoughts
But baby I've fought
For all that I've got
Can you hear me?
I'm a mess, but I got everything I have right now the hard way. I've had to fight and fend for, not just myself, but for others I love too.
*DIRECTED TO FANG NOW, THOUGH HE'S NOT THERE*
Hear me
I'm crying' out
I'm ready now
Listen to me! I'm finally ready!
Turn my world upside down
Find me
I'm lost inside the crowd
It's getting loud
Come and mess my whole life up again! I don't know where I am! I need you to find me! Everyone's telling me what to do! Their voices are so loud…
I need you to see
I'm screaming for you to please
Hear me
Take me seriously; answer me. Just look at me.
Hear me
Hear me
Hear me
Can you hear me?
Hear me
Hear me
Hear me
Can you hear me?
Oh, oh, oh, oh...
Hear me
Hear me
Hear me
"Hear me…" were the last two words I whispered before I fell asleep with a tear slipping down my cheek.
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