Paranoid
I need someone new; I am so over you,
We used to be Friends Forever,
Now if I never see you again it will be too soon.
Why do you do this to me?
Sometimes I need your time,
Others, I wish yours was up.
It feels like I don't know you anymore.
Did I ever?
You're slipping through my hands faster than water ever did.
I used to look forward to seeing you
But now it just fills me with dread.
You make me feel useless; I think you like that fact.
I can see you don't need me; I'm trying not to need you.
The times we see each other are getting farther apart.
Our lives are going in separate paths
But it's all a lie
Cause I'm just scared of the day you don't want me there.
Maybe if I leave first, it won't hurt as bad.
I don't know why you look away when I come close.
My mind jumps to the worse case scenario.
Paranoia has taken me-and I'm gone.
A/N: Sooo... yeah.. this was my first ever try at putting up my non rhyming poetry... we'll see how this goes. I actually wrote this because I was upset with a friend, and I wrote it to feel better (which I did XP). When I found it again I realized it could work with Eli from Degrassi, so I wrote the last stanza stuck on a title, and voila! I hope you like it... and even if you don't, that's okay, cause I'm not sure how I feel about it either! lol