"You know Blaine," I muttered before taking a small drink of my coffee, "I knew you and Kurt weren't going to last."
Blaine darted his eyes away, obviously annoyed and bothered from my last comment. It wasn't like I was lying! Their relationship was built on some sort of fantasy cloud. Never had it included any downs or issues, it was all up and up for them. That was until Kurt ended up cheating on Blaine while he was away visiting family back in Ohio. As shocking as it was to find out little good Kurt had cheated, I knew taunting Blaine about it and saying "I told you so!" was a bad decision.
I reached across the small table we sat at, and took his free hand that lay upon it. His warm skin made me smile, I honestly never felt this way about anybody. Sure, I had my moments where I wanted to rip his clothes off and kiss him to death, but that's not fully love. I loved every last bit of Blaine!
"I shouldn't have said that, I'm sorry." My eyes had sort of a regretful glint. I never had any intentions of hurting Blaine's feelings.
"No, Seb, it's fine." Blaine looked back up at me and then at our hands. "I get what you've been saying now. Our relationship wasn't realistic."
I nodded. "Ours would be very realistic, if you think about it." He threw in his signature wink, trying to spice up their conversation a bit. The flirting could make Blaine smile, and that's all I wanted to see…for now.
Blaine shook his head and smiled a tiny bit. "Seb, I'm not ready for this yet. He was mine first love, and he broke my heart. You can't claim me just yet."
I understood what he was saying. I never really had a first love, they were flings. Got them in bed then pushed them away for people to get sloppy seconds. "But I'm guaranteed a spot right?" I asked curiously.
"Spot?" Blaine raised an eyebrow.
"You know, to be your boyfriend."
"Oh, um. Sure." He laughed and squeezed my hand.
Honestly, I'd never felt happier! My insides were jumping with joy, and for once I didn't have a witty or sexual comeback. My cheeks grew a light rose color, and I was completely ecstatic! Was this…love? How would I know? I'd never felt real love before.
"Can I take you out today?" I looked outside the window's of the coffee shop at the comfortable and breezy New York weather. We were grown up, wild, free, and falling in love.
Blaine seemed hesitant, and for a second I thought he was going to reject me.
"You know, Seb…that sounds really nice. What did you have in mind?" Blaine stood up after one last gulp of his lukewarm coffee.
My mind went all sorts of ways. Did I want him in my bedroom? Or was this the real thing? "Hun, all I can say is that for today, you're all mine." I winked again and got up from my chair as well.
Blaine chuckled. "Boy, do I love surprises!"
We walked out of the coffee shop with intertwined hands and into the cool spring air. This day would be fun, and I would figure out my feelings…fast.
Because I was already head over heels for Blaine Anderson.
And had been since I first met him at Dalton.
Now that Hummel was gone, no competition was needed! I had Blaine for my own, and he even said so.