Title- Everything
Pairing- Mike/Tina
Summary- Their first time is kind of everything.
Your first time is supposed to be a lot of things, depending on the perspective. It's supposed to be messy, awkward, and painful. It's supposed to make you feel, sometimes a little too much, for the person you're with. It's supposed to make you an adult. It's supposed to change everything.
Tina Cohen-Chang isn't thinking about any of these things. She's reveling in her newly discovered post-coital glow and thinking about maybe never moving ever again. Mike's got his arms wrapped loosely around her, lazily drawing lines on the curve of her hip. They're not talking, but every now and then she feels him kiss the top of her head, and she thinks she gets what he's trying to say.
If Tina's life were a movie, this probably wouldn't make the cut for a perfect, romantic, sex scene. Her room's a mess, Mike still has one sock on, and she has no idea where her comforter ended up. It didn't happen after a romantic dinner, or the first declarations of love. It's not sunset, twilight, midnight, or sunrise. No one cried. Tina's underwear didn't even match and she's pretty sure that's a movie requirement.
She feels soft and tired in the best way possible, exhausted really deep down, but like she's about to get the best sleep she's ever had.
Wait.
No.
No, she doesn't really feel that way at all anymore. She's keenly aware of the rise and fall of Mike's chest and his fingers are leaving a trail of gooseflesh down her lower back. Her fingertips are tingling and she just wants to touch, so she does. She runs her fingers down the firm lines of Mike's chest until she reaches his abs. Mike grabs her hand and uses it to leverage to roll her onto her back. She smiles up at him and he ducks down to kiss her.
"You're beautiful," he mumbles, kissing down her jaw to her neck and sucking at the soft skin below her ear. She believes it. She feels it. She just feels so good and she wants Mike to feel as good as she does. She nuzzles his cheek until he turns his head to kiss her. Tina's sucks his lower lip into her mouth and bites down, just a little, as she rests one hand against his collarbone and uses the other to pull his hips down to meet hers.
She's heard about this 'elusive clitoris' and how hard it supposedly is to get girls off since she was a freshman and Mercedes started stealing her mom's Cosmo every month but she's pretty sure they're wrong because Mike isn't even really doing anything and that… that feels good. She wiggles her hips against his and he responds by kissing her again.
Tina's heard it all. She's heard that sex is messy (not really), awkward (definitely not), and painful (maybe just a little). She knows it's made her feel, but she's positive she could never feel too much for Mike Chang. As for making her an adult… she thinks the shirking of chores for sex and the stuffed panda she shoved under the bed (Mr. Bear can't watch, she'd said, scandalized) said otherwise.
And when her first time becomes her second and then her third, when Mike's name is on the top of her tongue for the rest of the afternoon, when she's untangling her clothes from Mike's and he keeps leaning over to steal kisses while she's trying to button her shirt, she knows something has changed.
Before he leaves, grudgingly, to make it home in time for dinner, he pulls Mr. Bear back out from under the bed and kisses her cheek.
"Do you want to get breakfast tomorrow?" he asks and she nods. "I'll come by at nine."
Tina makes a face.
"Ten?"
She nods and he's satisfied. "I love you," he says over his shoulder as he leaves.
"Love you too," she replies, and she's absolutely positive nothing has really changed at all.