By haolover9312

Note: This is my first fanfic, people!!! So, if you find any mistakes or if you're not satisfied with it, please tell me!! TT Also, I'm not following the manga/anime! I'm tweaking it a bit!! No naughty little flamers!!

Disclaimer: I do NOT own sk characters! I repeat, I do NOT own sk characters!! So you no sue!!

/blah blah/ Yoh thinking

/italics blah/ Hao thinking
'blah blah' other people thinking

Italics dream

I Will Always Be By Your side

Ch.1 Hao's change and finding Yoh

Hao sighed, as he remembered the terrible memory of him trying to kill Yoh. He was so stupid back then. /I didn't even notice the importance of having a little brother./ As he thought more and more, the depression only deepened. He felt so guilty about everything he had done to Yoh.

/Yoh, will you ever forgive me? I've been so cruel to everybody. I didn't even think what the others wanted… I was such a selfish shaman… I don't even deserve to live./ He cried silently as he watched the gorgeous starry night. Then, he fell into a deep sleep.

(Hao's Dream)

"Why were you even born? The world would've been better without you!" A cold voice boomed out to Hao. "Who are you? Y-Yoh..?!" Hao was shocked by what Yoh had just said. His soft and lazy Otouto was screaming at Hao that he hated him. Yoh's usual soft and kind face was replaced by anger and hatred. He knew Yoh didn't like him, but he didn't know that his brother hated him so much that he wished Hao wasn't even born on the face of the earth. He was terribly hurt by this.


"Onii Chan! You're a disgrace to our family! If you were smart enough to try to make a shaman world, you should commit a suicide right now! If you do, everybody will be happy!!!" Then, Yoh tried to kill Hao by choking him.


"Why are you doing this, Yoh? Coughing Please stop! I'm sorry! I'm terribly sorry about everything that I've done!!" Hao really felt like crying. He loved his brother, but all his brother wanted was, him to die. "Saying sorry won't be enough! Now GO!! And don't you dare to show your face in front of me!" With that Yoh left Hao alone in a complete darkness. "NO! Yoh, please don't leave me!! Smimaseng!! Don't leave me alone!!"


(End of the Dream)

"NO!!!!" Hao panted. As he got up from the spot, he winced at the pain his injuries were giving. "It was just a nightmare.. Yoh really doesn't want me dead… Or, does he?" 'Of course he wants you dead. If he did like you, why would he even try to hurt you?' "I guess you're right…" 'I'm always right.'

SoF was really getting pissed off about his master's change. Ever since that boy and Hao had the fight, Hao was actually turning soft. He was regretting everything he done and he actually cried. 'I'll make sure Yoh is dead after you get better.' "No! Don't you dare to hurt Yoh, or I'll seriously kill you!" SoF was boiling with anger, but with his master badly hurt from the wounds that boy gave him. He couldn't leave Hao alone.

Hao didn't care if Yoh hated him. He didn't do his job as Yoh's onii chan to protect him. So, after he got better, he was going to protect Yoh, no matter what. All he wanted was to protect the one who he loved the most.

/Damn it! It looks like the injuries are not gonna heal fast. I can't wait another month because of these stupid injuries! I guess I'll just have to look for Yoh tomorrow. /


He couldn't even move that much because of his injuries, but he was filled with determination to protect Yoh that he could take on any kinds of pain.

/I just hope Yoh wouldn't try to kill me at the moment he sees me. I just hope… he could forgive me.. For all of the things I have done to him…/ A drop of tear rolled down Hao's face. He didn't want his dream to come true.. He didn't want Yoh to hate him. No.. Never…

(The Next Morning)


Hao woke up as he winced, trying to get up. "Come on. We have to go and find Yoh today." 'Grrr… I'm so gonna kill that boy…'

Hao gave the SoF a cold glare. "I told you! You can't lay a finger on him!! If you hurt him, I'll.." 'Kill you.. Yea! I know that already!' "Stop babbling and let's go already!" Hao was really getting impatient with the SoF.

(Scene Change)

"Come on, Yoh! Get up, right now, or I'll quadruple your training once we get back!" Anna cried out sharply at Yoh. But Yoh was too deep in his thoughts to even hear Anna.

/Hao… I guess you're really dead now, huh? You might not know this, but I was so happy when I first heard that I had a twin brother. Even though it was the right thing to kill you, it would've been very nice for you to be alive right now and spend the time with me. I miss you, Onii Chan../


"…AKURA! YOH ASAKURA!!!" Anna was screaming so loud that everybody in the airport were glaring at them. "Huh? Did you say something, Anna?" Yoh was always so innocent.

"Are you deaf or are you trying to ignore me? Let's go already!!" Anna was getting furious at Yoh. He wasn't listening to her! 'I'll deal with Yoh when we get back! I am so going to torture him!!'

"Sorry, Anna. Come on, you guys! Let's get on the plane before it leaves!!" Yoh shouted happily.

"Well, it's about time! I thought you were never going to say that!" Said the Chinese shaman."Geez, Ren. Be happy! After all, that evil bastard Hao is gone. It's the time to celebrate, not the time to get pissed off at everybody!!!" Said the ice shaman. Yoh flinched a bit, when Horo Horo mentioned Hao's name, but he needed to get used to people calling Hao a bad name… Even if his soul was ripping to shreds..

"Grrrr… Why you little!!" Ren was really getting pissed off at Horo Horo. "Die! You little brat!!" Then, Ren tried to kill Horo Horo with his spear. Yoh was glad to have friends like them, always making him laugh at the right moment. /I just wish you were here with me and laugh along.. Hao, please come back to me…/

"Ehehehehe.. C'mon you guys!" With that, they got on the plane and were off to their home, knowing nothing about Hao.. (dun dun dun…)

To Be Continued…

Plz R&R!! This chapter was very short.. Sry!! I'll try to write a bit more next time! Plz no flamers!! Ja ne!!