So this is my first Glee fanfic so dont be too mean.

This is Quinns point of view throughout the second half of season 1. I will be following most of the storylines but i will be adding things i think they left out and maybe changing some things.

Disclaimer: I unfortunately dont own Glee or its characters.


Hell-0

Part One

Quinn Fabray looked around the room one more time. She loved how childish and dorky his room had been. He was sixteen years old and still had cowboy wallpaper. She let herself let out a little chuckle, something that had not happened in days.

Quinn grabbed her bags and headed towards the door. She turned around one more time because she knew this was the last time she would ever be in this room again. What she had done to the man she loved was unforgivable and she didn't blame him if he never spoke to her again.

She made her way down the small hall as quietly as possible. She knew Finn wasn't there to say good-bye; it was too hard for him to even be in the same room with her these days.

She thought about how all her friends from Glee club were out celebrating there victory at sectionals, but she was here in the last place she ever wanted to be.

Finn's mom was waiting in the living room. When she heard Quinn walking down the hall she stood up. Quinn could not even look at her. She had been so nice to Quinn, taking her in when she had no where else to go, and what had Quinn done to repay her? She had crumbled the heart of her son and ruined his life.

Quinn nodded at Ms. Hudson. "Thanks for everything," she practically mumbled and hurried out the door. She knew Ms. Hudson didn't really know what to say either, so she just made it easier for everyone by leaving as fast as she could.

Quinn was thankful that her parents had not taken her car away when they kicked her out. Although she couldn't use it as much as she wanted because she didn't have a lot of money for gas anymore, but it was useful for times like these. She hauled her bags into the back seat. Once she was inside the car she let the tears fall. She had been holding them back inside the house because she didn't think she had the right to cry. This was all her fault. If she would've just told everyone the truth from the beginning then no one would've gotten so hurt.

It was true Finn still would've been hurt with the fact that she had slept with his best friend, but at least he wouldn't of had to go through the traumatizing experience of thinking he was going to be a teenage father. All she had done by not telling him the truth from the beginning was cause more hurt for him in the end.

She hated herself for what she had done to Finn. Sometimes she couldn't even look at herself in the mirror. In her past, when she was captain of the Cheerios, she had done all sorts of horrible things to people, but now that she was one of those people she finally understood what it felt like to be criticized and mocked by others, and Quinn swore to herself she would never be mean to anyone else again. Well, so much for that promise, she thought. She just ended up going and causing the biggest hurt she possible could.

Once Quinn realized she had been sitting in Finn's driveway crying for five minutes she immediately put the car in reverse. She could picture Finn's mom standing at the window and watching her wondering what it was taking so long to leave. Quinn pushed the thought aside and she backed out of the driveway and drove to the only place she had left to go, the last place she had ever expected she would end up.

X-X-X-X-X

Puck's house was bigger than Finn's, but not nearly as big as Quinn's house had been. It only had three bedrooms, which meant Quinn had to share one with Puck. This was the thing she was not looking forward to the most.

She grabbed her things from her car and went up the knock on the door. Quinn wasn't even surprised when Puck's mom answered the door instead of him. Even though he had promised to be here when she arrived, she wasn't surprised that he wasn't. He wasn't the most reliable man in the world like Finn had been.

She knew where Puck's room was. She had slept there the night before because, well, she couldn't sleep at Finns and where else did she have to go?

Unlike Finn's, Puck's room looked like the typical teenage boys; there were posters of playboy girls hanging on the walls, a shelf full of trophies starting from kindergarten soccer and ending with this past years football, and of course there were clothes scattered across the floors.

Quinn set her bags on the bed. Well, she might as well unpack because she had nothing else to do. Last night Puck had emptied out three drawers and some space in the closet for her; at least he wasn't all bad.

It hadn't taken her long to unpack. She no longer fit into her normal clothes, so all she had with her were the few maternity clothes she had already bought. Noah had still not arrived when she was done, so she decided to call him.

The phone rung a couple times before she heard a familiar voice on the other end. "Hello."

"Where are you I thought you said you would be home when I came over with my stuff?"

There was a pause and she imagined him looking at the clock at whatever bar he was at. "Sorry honey," he said finally, "I guess I lost track of time. I'll be there in a couple minutes." She didn't know if she believed him.

"Whatever," she said and hung up the phone. She didn't need him. Well, it was true she did need him for a place to stay, but other than that she didn't need any more from him. She's going to give this baby to a loving and deserving family. Then her parents would surely let her go back home and she would never have to talk to Noah Puckerman again.

X-X-X-X-X

That weekend was nice and quiet. Quinn caught up on her homework and her TV shows and best of all, sleep. But it was now Monday, which meant going back to school. She knew the whole school would've found out about the baby drama by now, which meant everyone staring and whispering about her as she walked down the hall, but had gotten used to it. The worst part about going back to school would be that she would have to see him and she didn't know if she was ready.

"Are you ready yet?" asked Puck impatiently as he stuck his head into the bathroom where Quinn was putting on her make-up. Quinn nodded and closed her blush. She didn't really know who she was dressing up for, but did it really matter?

The two of them said good-bye to his mom and made there way outside to Puck's truck. They both decided it would be easier and would save money if they both drove to school together.

The ride was quiet, as usual. The two of them spent so much time together these days they ran out of stuff to talk about. They finally arrived at school and Quinn took a deep breath before getting out of the car. Puck must've noticed that she was nervous because he took her arm into his as they walked into school together. It was nice to be in someone's arms again. Even though they weren't the arms she wanted to be in. Puck did have his moments.

Quinn liked walking down the hall with Puck because no one stared at her or whispered behind her back. Everyone was too scared to do that stuff in front of Puck and it was nice to know he could protect her somehow.

Unluckily, the only class she had with Puck was glee, which meant she wouldn't be spared of the whispers forever. She could barely concentrate in geometry because she could feel peoples eyes burning into her flesh. Whenever someone whispered she tried to convince herself it wasn't about her, but it was hard. This was the first day of school since the scandal, which meant she was most likely what they were whispering about.

As she was walking to her locker between classes she saw it. Her heart melted into her chest. Finn was talking to Rachel at his locker and she was holding up some calendars. This meant Rachel was making her move on Finn and he seemed to be responding. She must've been staring because she didn't notice Puck walk up to her.

"I heard they're dating now," he said quietly. Quinn knew Rachel had her eyes on Finn ever since she first heard him sing and she knew now that Finn was no longer hers they would most likely start dating, but she never imagined it would be so soon after they broke up. She continued to stare at Finn and Rachel until she noticed Puck was still talking to her.

"….I'm going to have to ask you to stop super-sizing it," he said.

"I'm pregnant," she retorted.

"And that's my fault? Look…" She didn't have the energy to fight with him about this. All she wanted to do was look at Finn. When she looked over she noticed he looked a little annoyed. She knew that face well because she had often caused it over the past year. Maybe this little fling with Rachel wont last. But why did it matter to her? She would never have Finn back anyway. He deserved to be happy even if it was with….Rachel.


Thanks for reading and let me know what you think. The more comments i have the faster i update :) i do, though, have a life and im nannying all summer so there may only be one update a week, but ill let you know the more comments i have the more excited i am to update!

I have a question though. Would you rather have shorter updates closer together or longer updates further apart? Leave some comments and let me know.