A/N: So... i made a thing. I was so obsessed with hunter x hunter these days that i cant resist to write a fanfiction about it XXDD this maybe contains a little bit OOC from Kurapika. But i hope i didnt write him too OOC! :D Please give me a review ! Thank for reading :D
Disclaimer: I don't own Hunter x Hunter. I only own Estelle and her mother.
Prologue
"My heart is torn and ripped into pieces."
For the hundredth time today, I take a look of myself on the mirror. There are several things that I don't like about my face. One , because I don't like having blonde hair. It made me to look stupid. Well, hello? The myth about every blondes are stupid, everyone? I got over shadowed with my blonde hair and as the result, I got every 'insult' I could get from the others. The 'geek-blondie' they said. Just because I love music and books, I got labelled as a nerd. Okay, moving on. Number two, I don't like my red eyes. People said that it's bad omen which will bring misfortunes for others. Well, what do you know? Appearantly it brings bad luck for me too! It's not my fault that I am born with red eyes. Blame my mother who gave birth, not me. Number three, I don't like the fact that I resembled my mother in her younger years. I hated my mother. So there you go. The reasons I don't like my freakin face.
Today is the day which you can call it a miserable day. Not only that I got pushed twice today, my so called 'mother' said that I'm going to spend the rest of my winter break with my so called foster sister. You see, my mother is a single parent for fourteen years. Until she met this old man named Light Nostrade 2 years ago, and then she decided to 'marry' this old man. Really, who am I kidding. For the record, I came from a wealthy family. That drunk woman doesn't even see that Light Nostrade is just using her for her money. Since the Nostrades are nearly falling apart because of Neon Nostrade's ability just 'vanished' into the thin air.
Neon Nostrade….huh?
I used to look up at her because of her abilities. She and I have history together, but now I don't really see her as a friend, really. Something happened between us a while back. I stopped admiring her and eventually I see her as a 'stranger' rather as my friend. Okay, back to my situation here. Although my mother and that old man are married for 2 years already, they didn't live together. Since mom still has some projects for her hotel and she needed to stay at Heaven's City, where I spend the past fourteen years of my life.
My name is Estelle White, but I'm fine with Elle. I'm fourteen , and my life is a living hell. No doubt about it. My mother doesn't even want me as her daughter. She keeps praising other people's daughters, but not her own kid. I am frustrated about that fact, but I don't have any other choice by being treated that way by my mother for the last fourteen years. As for Neon, my mother loved her very much ever since she met her four years ago. Let me make this clear, that is not the reason why my relationship with Neon grows cold. I'm not jealous by that. I'm like totally cool with all that. But something happened to me and neon awhile back. Even I, cannot fix our relationship.