AN: hey guys, sorry I haven't been posing anything recently, school got in the way. I really hope you like the new story; I will be adding each person's part of the note as a new chapter so they should be up soon. I wrote this part for my English class so it's much more censored that the rest of the story will be. Well enjoy I guess!
Someday someone will love me
Someday someone will love me
Someday someone will Screw it!
Maybe someday someone will love me, it's too bad that I would live long enough to meet them. I'm tired of it all, the teasing, the joking, and the comparisons. Everyone sees me as the worthless older version of Feliciano, that can do anything right. Always telling me that I souls be nicer or cuter, but I'm not my brother. I was raised to be wary of others and to never get too close to anybody, how is that my fault! But I guess you all never took the time to find any of this out.
Fratello-
Please don't be upset by this, it was only a matter of time. I want you to know that you were the one thing that kept me alive as long as I have been. Family has always been the most important thing in the world to me and you are the only family I have left. You have almost always been there to listen to my problems, even if you didn't always understand them. But recently you have been pulling away from me. I know that I'm not the center of your world like you are mine. That's okay, I'm not mad. You have always been able to make friends so much easier than me. Even though I hate some of the people you hang out with, like that damn potato eater, I still want you to have tons of friends. After you started pulling away and didn't seem to want anything to do with me anymore I turned to Antonio, but it just wasn't the same. Much like you he had other people ne care more about. Please don't blame yourself for this; it's not your fault. It's mine for being this this useless waste of space that no longer has a place in this world. I'm so sorry that I couldn't be the brother you deserved, and that in response you couldn't love me. This is goodbye brother; maybe we will see each other again one day.
Arrivederci,
Lovino Vargas