A/N:
Hello everyone. This is my second attempt at a songfiction, and I
hope you enjoy it as much as I do. If you want to read my second one,
leave your email and I'll send it to you. It's not the best though,
at least in my opinion. Ow, it's taking me awhile to write, my hands
are scarred up from that little fight yesterday. Sigh. Well anyways,
I should start blabbing on about the story.. But I don't wanna..
Whatever, fine, I'll start.. Starting... NOW!
Disclaimer:
I do not own Fruits Basket, and I'm sure if I did, Kyou Sohma and
Yuki Sohma would be a couple.. Heh, that would be hot.. I do not own
Simple Plan, or any of their songs, but I really like David.. Heh,
I'm so weird..
Summary: Simple Plan: You Don't Mean
Anything. Pairings: KyouXYuki. One day, the two realize the feelings
that they hold inside, and the feelings rise to the surface.
YAOI
Pairings: KyouXYuki((A Bit Of Yaoi))
Other: In
reviews, say if I should make this into a story or not! I had that
happen with my first songfiction. I want to know
Dedications:
To my good friend Tara/Raven!
Rating: PG-13
P.S. This
is Kyou-kun's point of view!
Songfic: You Don't Mean
Anything
Maybe, I'm just not good enough for you
And
maybe, i just don't wanna be like you
And maybe I just don't wanna
know
How low you're ready to go
I'm not gonna change, you can't
make me, WHOA
A day, like every other day. I sat in my usual spot at the table as Tohru made our breakfest. Looking across, I met my gaze with him.. Him, the one who I secretly admired, him, the one they call the 'Prince.' The one who I fought constantly with every single day, getting hurt with every punch, every movement.
His violet eyes narrowed at me as he moved a strand of his
silver-grey hair from his face and neatly tucking it behind his ear.
I watched him, my eyes following his every movement, my hands
squirming as I lay them on the table infront of me.
Oh
how I wished I could kiss those velvet lips that parted ever so
naturally, to stroke his cream-white skin. To be able to hold him in
my arms as we drifted off to our seperate dreams, but I knew it would
never happen. Just the way he would look at me.
His dreamy eyes narrowing at me as I realize I have been staring for quite a while. I avert my gaze, hoping the faint blush was not becoming visable. I hated the way he looked at me, the way he was full of hate towards me. We used to be friends.. At least, when we were younger.
And then I realize, I'm not good enough for him. He's the 'Prince.' He should get the best of everything, it's like he's a celebrity. He could choose what he wants, what he needs, and I'm not on that list. I never was, and I never will.
I know this for a fact. Why would he want me, want me the way that I want him. I'm the cat. We are supposed to hate each other, but I do not. I remember the day we first met, the way I had this feeling, the feeling stays alive.. I want to lay forever in his arms.
I know people would tease, how hilarious would our relationship become? A cat and a rat, together in love. And then factors in the fact... We're both boys, and I know that my Prince is not gay. Hatsuharu had been trying, what difference could I make?
I want to be with him, to be able to fufil my lustful desires. I wanted to be with him forever, to be able to see his face every morning when I would wake up beside him. But how? How could I recieve the person I desired. I did not want to scare him off, or to have to become a complete clone.
You
don't, You don't, You don't, You don't
You don't mean anything to
me
You don't mean anything to me
You're what I never wanna be
So what does that leave me with? I see the way he looks
at Tohru. I want to relieve him, to show him she's not worth it,
because she's not. I avert my gaze back to my Prince to see him
staring at me with his witful eyes, his pink lips parted. I look
around, realizing we are alone. Where did Tohru go..
Why does he mean so much, why does he make me feel the way that I do. Should we not feel hatred against each other... That is what Akito says, Akito.. The one who stops me from admitting my love to my Prince. I know it would just bring pain..
And the he would hate me more..
I look up and gasp, seeing the way that Yuki is looking at me. It is different than before. His eyes weren't narrowed, and a small smile was forming on his silky lips. He looked like an angel as he looked at me, looking to me as if I was Tohru.
Why is he looking at me like that. I turn around to see if it was because Tohru was standing behind me, but she wasn't. I heard the soft laughter from my object of desire. I quickly turn around, my eyes narrowing. I hated the fact he was laughing at me..
I freeze when I realize how close he is to me. He had moved from sitting straight to leaning over the table. I gasp, starting to move back. What was he doing? Was he going to be a cheap shot and take an easy shot at me!
I watch as his pale hand moves to touch my cheek. I shiver at the soft feel of his skin, it felt like silk. Looking down at his hand, my eyes widen. I had never realized it, but now I see how our skins compare. His looks ghost white against my naturally-tanned skin.
"Yuki, wait," I manage to gasp as he moved closer. Somehow, he had made it into my lap. I feel myself getting aroused, hoping he wouldn't notice as he moved closer, his lips moving towards mine. My hands propped me up as I felt him whisper something in my ear.
"Just let me work, Baka neko," He whispered quietly, his hot breath coliding with my now-cold skin. A shiver goes down my spine as he moves his lips to attack to mine, his tongue outlining my lips. His lips felt like I dreamed, like soft velvet.
I wanted to stay in his embrace forever, to lay like this forever. My eyes slowly close as I returned the kiss, my lips parting so he could enter in his tongue. I held back a moan as I felt his fingers work to undo my buttons of my shirt.
Tell
me, does it feel good to be like you
And tell me, why should I
waste my time with you
Cuz maybe you always bring me down
And
I'm sick of getting pushed around
I'm not gonna change you can't
make me WHOAI felt him stare down at my black and blue
bruise that was forming. It was in the place where he had hit it
earlier before. I flinched when I felt a soft kiss in the damaged
area. Tell me, does it feel good to be like you, Yuki. To be wanted
by everyonegirls and guys?
I released a moan as I felt him leave kisses all over my body.Why was he doing this, doing this to me. I know I would be hurt in the end, he didn't even know who I was. I looked down and watched his hands run over my chest, careful not to touch my bruises.
Why was I letting him do this? I could have made a point out of it, and this never would have happened. Why did I have to let my feelings occur, let my feelings control me. Why was I wasting my time with my one enemy, my one love..My Prince.
What would happen if someone was to walk in on us? To see me shirtless, to see the formal Yuki Sohma sitting in my lap, using his mouth in places you wouldn't think imaginable. Shigure would never let us live the end of it.. and Tohru.. What would Tohru do?
Would she be happy for us? She did want us to stop fighting, and this would help. We would be in love, and we would stay together for ever, in each other's arms. Or would she be disgusted? To see two boys in love, two boys that she lived with, and the two boys who she supposedly loved?
I shook my head, hoping my thoughts would end when I felt myself start to unbutton Yuki's school uniform top. What the hell was I doing? I reopened my eyes, and they met with his. Auburn met Violet. I brought my lips to leave opened mouth kisses down his neck, moving to his chest.
I heard a moan release from him, I felt back my excitement. If he was using me, I'd never let him live it down. He was getting turned on from his enemy. From a cat. If he was to dare hurt me, I'd make sure he'd never live it down, and I'm sure Akito would hear about it.
And
that's when it happened.. I know you think you know me
You
don't know anything
I know you wanna help me
I don't need
anything
Don't tell me where to go
I don't need you to know
So he was just using me. I felt Shigure's hard gaze deepen into me as I looked up at the ceiling, not bothering to put my shirt back on. What's the use anyways, Yuki doesn't mean anything to me anymore..Not after this.
I didn't want his help anymore, I didn't want anyone's. I felt a deep hatred floating to the surface as I stood up, grabbing my shirt angrily. "What the hell are you doing!" I spat back. I hated this, I didn't want it to end this way.. Why couldn't Shigure have been at a conference or something. "You started it," I snapped back angrily, doing up my shirt.
I could hear Shigure's burst of laughter. It was almost instinct that we both turned our heads to him, our colorful eyes narrowing. It was then that he stopped, realizing the tension, and moving to get away. He had learned before not to mess with them.
I looked back to Yuki, my eyes narrowing even more. "You stupid rat," I hissed as I moved towards the stairs, stopping when I felt his warm hand grab my wrist pulling me towards him. Looking into his eyes, I heard him whisper, "Thanks for the fling."
Then he let go, and turned and left..
And that was the day that my heart was shattered..
You
don't, you don't, you dont, you don't
You don't mean anything to
me
You don't you dont, you don't, you don't
You don't me
anything to meA/N: Okay, that was actually pretty
good, and long! Ugh, I got to turn my alarm clock off..I can hear the
annoying ring. Oy, it's almost 6 AM when I wrote this.. I hope I
didn't have too many spelling mistakes, and I hope you know I don't
give a damn that Yuki or Kyou was OOC. All I care about is the fact
that I made at least one person happy..
I hope you all liked it, and please read and review! I need to know if I should continue or not. I will go based on your ideas! And please, when reviewing no flames.. I hate those..
Ja ne!
