Note: a scarier side of Tohru perhaps. Although I myself doubt she likes that, but it would be interesting she wasn't all that nice, perfect and caring all the time…
Burying my emotions
Busying myself
Forgetting perhaps
What I truly feel inside
Surrounding me
So much sadness
And yet I still find the strength
To go on
To smile
Hiding behind it
A broken soul
Sometimes I think to myself
If what I'm doing is right
I'm not all that good
I'm not perfect
You don't see
The true me
Cowering in the shadows
Of my sins
Of not saying that fateful morning
Goodbye
And so my life and soul
Were taken away
All gone
All my fault
Tears of loneliness
A guilty smile
What if
I'm not what you think
But a conniving girl
Who takes pleasure
In your misery
A cursed family
Takes away my pain
For theirs is far greater
Is it pity
Curiosity
Love
That draws me to you
Doubting myself
Doubting my feelings
All alone
In this never-ending pit
Of guilt and shame
Doubts surface
Uncertainty
Who I am
What am I
Is this really me
If I don't know
Who does
Still searching
For answers
Still living
This life
Continue
Doubting
Living
Doubting
Not knowing
If this smile is true
A blank smile to cover up
My doubts
Fears
Doubts inside
Note: well how was it? pls review…comments of all readers are always very valuable to me…thanks!