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Mainly Sakura's silent sentiments for Kakashi….

A KakaSaku fic…I'm planning to have sequel on this…What do you think huh?

Hope you'll like this..

"The Silence of the Heart"

In the dimmed room you came

With one lighted candle in your hand

I asked "What are you doing in here?"

You're eyes just blinked at me then you shrugged

I sighed. There you are again with those enigmatic shove

You were always in your own world…nothing but silence

I looked up above the gray ceiling, thinking as seconds drop

You caught my attention then you stood up and left

I sighed again. Those act made the scratches sting

I gritted my teeth, wanting to curse those deep pains

Breathe in. Breathe out. Feeling more relieved

I wiped my sweaty face and stared at the candle you gave me

I slowly traced the mishap scratches. Ouch. It hurts.

Staring at the red-brimmed skin, tears formed in my eyes

Again the memories of the sudden event flashbacked instantly

One hour and forty minutes ago. Under the pouring heavy rain

Drip. Drip. You turned your back from me, with your head down

You stood there in front of me, and all I can do is to watch your image of leaving

Clenching my fists I realized, water droplets are beginning to fall

I just stared at your vivid image. I'm wet all over but the feeling of numbness overtook me

You started to walk. One… Two… Three… "Don't"

Only one word was uttered by my supple pink lips

Shockingly, you stopped but still with you're with your wide back at me

"What is it?" you asked in a cold monotone voice

I grabbed all the strength I can get but then I failed

Bowing my head down, tears started to overflow from my eyes

"I-I… just want to tell you something…" I choke from hiccupping

I was waiting for your voice but then again you sighed irritatingly

Drip. Drip. Those falling rain makes me want to surrender the fight

'I couldn't stand this anymore…' I thought as I saw my feet are slowly sinking in the grayish mud

Knowing from the start that this plan won't work the way I wanted it to be

Discouraged from the thought, I finally sighed and dropped my hands beside the seams of my pants.

Nervousness attacked me before I could actually tell you those things

"It's nothing." I uttered. Plain and simple. I give up.

Slowly I fall on my knees but stopped my tears from flowing

I don't want to see you walking away from me so I just closed my eyes

Suddenly I heard a squishing sound. "Get up. Don't act like a child."

I fluttered my eyelids open and saw you. You were angry.

I didn't understand why but then I easily complied from your command

Expecting that you would give me some tender and concern remarks

Again, you turned you back away from me and started to walk

"Wait!... Stop!..." I shouted my heart out… but you won't listen

Indulging my pride, I ran… reaching out to you

Unnoticed of the stone that had been covered by the mud, I tripped

I fell on my knees… dived into those grayish black puddle of mud

Ouch. That pale skin is crying out with pain. Shit. Why?

Searching for your trace… you blankly stared at my cursing position

You walk towards me and without hesitation; you carried me in your strong arms

And so I was here in the dimmed room

With only one lighted candle that supplies me a reason to wait

I sat here beside this wooden windowsill under the night sky

With my up drawn knees, I hugged them tight and sobbed for a while

Such fate had been given to me. Unrequited love is devastating

Those simple three words, I couldn't even utter out from my lips

But since, knowing that it will just be taken aback, there's no use

But then again, I couldn't withstand my sealed emotions inside my soul

You never gave me the chance to let out this unending beating of my heart

Why? What? Afraid? Or is it because you just don't want me to a part of your life?

Been battling these things inside my heart for four years

Maybe… just maybe this is seemingly a sign… that I should stop…--

Startled form the sound of the doorknob, you came in with white fluffy towels in your hands

You gazed towards me and looked into my swollen and jaded eyes

I looked away, not wanting you to know that I shed tears for you

Locking my attention in those endless horizon of velvety night sky

You slowly reached for me and carefully wrapped me with those comfortable towels

"Here. Dry yourself. You could catch flu." Stunned from the instant change of your voice

You picked the med kit beside the bed and searched for the ointment and white bandages

Tenderly you touched my knee and slowly applied the healing aid on my pained skin

Million tons of needles pricked the scratches; I could awfully slap you for it

I frowned. Those physical pain is more bearable that torturing me with your silent treatment

Somehow I wish in the back of my mind… that I can have some assurance

Though the disclosure of such truth will cause me again more pain

In a matter of hours, the healing had finally ended

And the pain on my knees subsided and so numbness faded away

I fixed myself up and closed my eyes… don't know why… maybe I'm tired

Don't care about your entity; it will just confuse me more if I'll look at you

"Don't sleep yet" You said as you nudged and shoved me in the shoulder

"What?... Why?" I asked with no emotions at all. Still my eyes closed

"I want you to open your eyes and sit." You commanded me again like as if I'm your pet

I sat and rest my head on the wall avoiding your intense gaze at me

"Please Sakura… Look at me in the eyes…" You pleaded… for the first time

Moved from the sadness of your voice… 'What happened?' I thought

I bowed my head and cautiously looked at you… suddenly you cried

I panicked from seeing you shed a million of tears… I touched your face and wipe that symbolic pain

"Don't worry… I'm here… Tell me what's wrong…" I said to you as I look into your misty brown eyes

You bowed your head then said, "I'm sorry… so sorry for everything…"

Your tears continuously slid out form your eyes… one by one dropped on the soft cushion of the bed

It all came up into an understanding in just those fleeting moments

Yes you did. You ask for forgiveness that I thought it wasn't in your system

Believed from the conclusion that you only care about yourself

And I guess I was wrong…completely wrong since the beginning

"Sakura… I just want you to know that I…" I instantly stopped everything

Threw my arms wide open and hugged you tight… "I know..." I whispered

And from there I know and you also understand every second of the moment that we had

That words doesn't need to be uttered out to feel what's really inside our hearts

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