Her ear was
pressed against the phone and she could hear the persistent ring
over the airwaves.
Pick up the phone Crews. This is not the
time for you to go AWOL on me.
"Agh!" yelled Dani
aloud in frustration.
Where is that fu- Earley! I'll call
Earley.
Dani began thumbing through her phonebook, thanking
the day Crews had taken some of her things home by mistake.
Well
it's not my fault that we have similar stuff.
She'd had to
drive up to Crews' mausoleum of a house to get her stuff back because
Crews hadn't answered his phone.
She smiled to herself as she
remembered yelling at him, and how Earley had finally restored peace
by giving her his number to call as a backup.
The phone was
ringing again.
"Hello? Who is this?" said a voice at the
other end.
"Detective Reese. Crews' partner."
"Oh
hello - "
Dani cut him off. "Where is he and why isn't
he picking up his phone?"
"Oh. I don't know. I had to go
out of town for the day. Because of Charlie's orange groves.
Somethi-"
"Orange groves? Where are they? Can I find him
there?" said Dani, getting angrier by the minute.
"Oh.
Uh. Yeah. Maybe. Just a minute, uh.. detective. I'll just..."
Five
minutes Dani was in her car speeding towards the outskirts of the
city.
Enough was enough. I am sick of putting up with your crap
Crews.
She was going to lay down some goddamn rules. First
and foremost was answering your fucking phone.
After no
talking, of course.
Dani floored the pedal.
He sat on the
ground.
The sky was growing dark and there was very little light
save for the sodium lamp near the picking shed.
Long shadows ran
along the ground and he skimmed the air over them with his
fingers.
This wasn't how it was supposed to be.
He had
been just another guy who looked like every other guy who had walked
down the road.
Want to be that guy.
The air breezed by
his face and he shivered, welcoming the cold.
Cold made him feel
alive. Alive in an alien and primitive way.
Cold made him numb to
everything else except the sting against his skin.
I am
oblivious to feeling.
You are such a bad liar, Charlie.
He could practically hear Connie's voice in his head.
And now
Connie wasn't there anymore.
Nobody seemed to stick.
He
could hear a car. A part of him urged him to go forward. I need to
know what that is. Need to know...
But another part of him
was in control. I am not attached to this car. I'm...
I
am not attached to this car and I have no control.
He didn't
want to care. But you can't stop. You've come full circle
Charlie.
And a circle has no end. You can only go round.
And round.
Until all you have are echoes. Faint colourless
echoes that darken to nothing in the night.
He closed his
eyes.
He could hear footsteps. He leaned back against the tree,
the reptilian part of his mind still ever alert to any danger.
The
more human part lost for the moment, drowning deeply in misery.
Light
footsteps. Delicately touching the soil. Almost treading air.
Noises.
The sound was blurred in his head. The volume would grow
louder and then softer.
He shook his head, trying to rid himself
of the feeling like he would a fly.
"- ews... Crews...
"
He jerked his eyes open.
Dani walked at a
fast pace after parking near the gate.
All that fucking money
and he has only one light. One fucking light.
She could see
him sitting at the edge of the grove, leaning against a tree. Stupid
sonofa-
"Crews!" she yelled. He said nothing, just
moved his weight around a bit.
"Crews!" She
yelled at him again and suddenly stopped.
She knelt down and
caught hold of his collar to turn his face against hers.
"Jesus
Christ, Crews. Are you drunk?" she asked.
He looked at
her. She was saying something. She was so blurry.
Who is
that? Can't be Connie. Connie's not here anymore.
Besides
Connie had never been so.. like this. Who was this person?
This
pushing, yelling, fidgeting person?
A voice from the recesses
of his alcohol addled mind whispered Dani Reese. Reese...
She
was saying something. She was touching his collar. His neck.
hands neck exposed fight back do something react Charlie
do something Charlie something anything get free get free
In
one fluid motion Crews grabbed hold of her wrist and slammed it down,
knocking her down from her kneeling position so that she was flung
off her feet.
But that was as far as he got. The next thing he
felt was a fist connect to his jaw that sent him reeling back.
"Sonofabitch,
you hit hard Crews." said Dani, rubbing her
wrist.
"Sorry." he slurred. "Sorry Dani." he
repeated, and slumped back against the tree.
Did Crews just
call me Dani?
She looked at him. He was a wreck.
What
the hell was wrong with this picture?
