He felt suffocated. His felt his tie closing in and frantically pried it loose, but couldn't stop the tightening in his throat. He tore his collar open and clawed at his throat, leaving nail marks around it. His eyes watered as he felt a slight pain in his chest. His breaths became quicker. Waves and waves of despair washed over him and he thought he was going to die.
And, then, suddenly he was sobbing.
"No, I can't... I can't do it. No one can help me." His hands were shaking and he placed them over the sink to support himself.