They think that I'm a monster.
They think that I enjoy doing this, watching them fight to the death. They think that I'm clueless. They think I'm materialistic when I die my hair. They think that I'm selfish when I say that I want to be moved up to a better district.
What they don't understand is that it's not that I want the fame. It's certainly not about the money. Glory, age, beauty would be nice, but there are truly more important things.
The truth is- I just don't want to watch as another two children I know die.