A Cry in the Night, a katekyo hitman reborn! fanfic

This is set in an alternate timeline where Tsuna didn't get a happy ending. I was feeling sadistic and sad as I wrote this. I regret torturing Tsuna like this.

Reborn: *sound of gun cocking* You regret torturing him? Really? *ominous stare*

CV: I enjoyed every second of it, Sensei! *Sweat drop* Your teachings are very interesting!

Disclaimer: I own nothing because Reborn said I own nothing. *Terrified, looking at the gun behind me*

A Cry in the Night

Ciel Vongola

You came in a whirlwind of chaos.

You turn my world upside down,

In both good and bad ways.

(Why won't anyone listen?)

I don't want to be the boss.

I want to live in peace,

With my friends and family.

That is my only desire.

No! I won't fight!

But…My family is in danger.

Fine! Just this once.

Once turned to twice and onwards.

Can I stop now?

Blood has stained my hands tenfold.

I regret meeting you.

I regret my regret.

I was lonely.

I was afraid.

I was nothing.

You made me into something

I don't want to be.

I am something now.

I am horrible.

I am not who I was.

Can I turn back time?

Do you remember, Reborn,

That monster I used to see you as?

I do. I see him,every time

I look into the mirror.

Look at me now, my old mentor.

Are you proud?

The blood on my hands

Flows like a neverending waterfall.

They fall one by one,

My family and friends.

They all died.

I have failed.

Well, how ironic.

I am again lonely.

I am again afraid.

I am again nothing.

I am nothing.

You did this!

Or… maybe I let you?

I am not strong enough.

Please, don't leave me alone!

I need all of you!

Please…