Dusk: You might recognize this story if you were one of them that read it when my last profile was Girdom. I couldn't log into the account anymore so i made a new one. It also allows me to publish new things as well.
Kyuubi talking or ' mentally talking'
Naruto thinking or 'mentally talking'
Actual talking
Chapter 1
I have watched over this little village for years now. I have watched it grow from when I was born to now. Nothing has changed except for me. The fact is over the last two years before teme returned, I was turned. I became a being that would never age another day. I became a person who feeds off blood, doesn't feel cold or hot. The only thing I have is time. Time to find a mate, a person to spend eternity with, I believe I've found him but I know he knows nothing of my feelings or of my situation. I watch the people down below from my mountain perch, the moonlight brightening the area around me. The wind drifts around me; it would have chilled my skin if I was human. From behind me, I hear a call "Dobe." I peer back at the raven behind me with a small smile. The Uchiha gave me a glare "Dobe, what are you doing out here on a night like this?" I shrugged "It's a nice night." he shivered "Its freezing, Dobe. You're going to catch a cold." I chuckled slightly only to receive a slap upside my blonde head. "Go home, Dobe." I smirked "what home? Back to that rundown apartment? I have no point to go back there. I have nothing to return back there for, No one waiting for me to return." The raven glared harder "how can you say that? You have people who care for you. You are not alone, Dobe. If you really want to die then die, if you don't want to emotionally destroy everyone who cares then go home. I know you've been watching over the village since we left the academy and i came back to the village." He drew his coat around him and I just sat there. The cold did not bother me, it never had.
The raven walked over and grabbed my arm but he pulled away quickly after touch. "Dobe, your freezing. You need to get inside now." The uchiha hadn't known what had happened after he had left. No one really knew. I simply shrugged and didn't speak. The uchiha grabbed my arm and pulled me to my feet dragging me behind him as he walked down off the mountain. I blinked "teme, what ya doing?" he just kept walking, he seemed determined to get me home or into a warm place quickly. His hand tightened as we walked but it didn't really bother me. He seemed to notice that not matter how much strength in his grip he used I wouldn't drop. His face pulled in frustration. He dragged me into the Uchiha mansion. I felt me body thrown against the couch. "What happened to you?" His voice was emotionless but his eyes showed that tint of concern. I focused deep into his eyes "What do you mean?" His eyes narrowed "Do not play dumb with me. You know exactly what i'm talking about." I tilted my head without breaking eye contact and whispered under my breathe "Sleep." The uchiha's eyes fluttered as he wobbled. I ran forth and caught him just before he collapsed.
"Do not forget this uchiha, even though you will not remember this, I love you but I will not let you take my secrets from me." My voice was soft. I cradled him in my arms as I walked to the couch. I gently laid him down and gave a small kiss to his forehead. After I made sure that he was as comfortable as he could get, I left. Even as I walked away I could feel the pull the raven had on me. I couldn't run from his analyzing eyes for long but I was not ready to tell him how I felt and what I was. I would have to try to avoid Sasuke and make it so he would not be able to ask me questions until I was ready. I was afraid, not the correct word, I was terrified, frightened to see his reaction. I didn't want to ruin his life or the relationship we held.
I had no wish to turn back time, or to erase what had happened. I walked down this lonely quiet street and stopped in front of my apartment. I closed my eyes fighting myself on whether or not to go in or leave. I opened the door coming to my conclusion. I would stay until I could no longer bare it, the guilt of keeping secrets. I walked up the rickety stairs to my empty apartment. At every step I would keep thinking of my choice. Will I be ready to face Sasuke? What will happen when I do face him? How can I tell him? Will he accept me? A voice interrupted my thoughts one I had come to be slight friends with after the change. 'Kit would you mind not thinking about the uchiha bastard? You're giving me a headache.' I gave a little chuckle 'Sorry kyuu. Just trying to decide what to do.'
'why don't you just tell him how you feel then tell him when he ready what you are?' kyuubi's voice reverberated in my skull. I let out a righteous laugh 'yes kyuu. Because he wouldn't completely not freak out. Or worse try to kill me. ' I heard no response as I opened my door. If It wasn't for the people I was sure that they would follow me I would have left years ago. Even I knew though this village needs me, whether they know it or not. I really couldn't just get up and leave.
I held no grudge against the villagers who had despised me and/or tortured me when I was younger. I found no point in it. It was useless to hold onto something from the past such as a grudge. I sat down on my bed with a stress-releasing breath. I laid down, closing my eyes trying to block everything and focus on going to kyuubi's cage. I opened my eyes to see the fox that had only recently come to be my friend "hey kyuu" the fox growled a little but his eyes held the emotion I was looking for: Concern, worry. The fox showing emotion just happened within the last year when I was going through the "change", that put both of us in a situation that we needed to rely and trust each other or die. Neither of us wanted to die so we came to the conclusion that we could just have to become friends. Then the fox began to change on me, transforming into a caring friend. 'What do you want kit?' 'I need help. And no I cant just come out to him..' The fox just laughed at me 'Kit your going to have to tell the boy at some point why not just do it in the beginning.' I glared at the fox 'I really don't want to scare him off and them have him come stake me in the middle of the night.' He laughed and cause the room to shake. I had let him out of his cage after we had become friends I gave him a comfortable room so he could live a little more comfortably then when he was in his cage. He never even took advantage of the freedom to take over my body without my permission. I stood in front of the demon lord as he calmed his fit of laughter. 'Kit, as much as I would love to disagree with you. Your right. Although I really think he would understand if you just came out and told him. ' I touched his head, scratching him behind his giant ears. ' maybe you're right kyuu. I just would hate to see how he would react to knowing. I mean hes even more suspicious after he came back completely when I refused to spar him for weeks.'
Dusk: That's all ive got for you for know lemme know what ya think. Before I continue writing it.